zhenyee's BC

2009-07-25T22:58:00.003+08:00

BLOGGER IS SERIOUSLY BEING A BITCH HERE.
GRRRRRRR.
I DONT' REALLY WANNA MOVE.......BUT.. IT AIN'T GETTING ANY BETTER!

RELINK ME!

http://avenue-24.livejournal.com

zhenyee

2009-07-25T20:14:00.000+08:00

BLOGGER IS BETTER NOW!
but i'm still considering moving to livejournal.

life needs some changes now and then doesn't it?
hehehehehehehe

blog again later...but later might be at livejournal already.
:P

zhenyee.

2009-07-24T22:58:00.003+08:00

i'm happy. really.

today is a funny day! started in school where i had to wear a damn mask!
drinking greentea was damn hard.
stupid gan, cause of him i have to wear.
ms low was very -.- toooo

after school had class drama, very fun.
zhi png was very funny, he didn't bear to 'hit' me.
i could not bear to scold him too.
in the end things worked out fine! class drama should be fun :D :D

afetr that went to band,
band is in a dangerous situation now.
most people should know by now, we might have a FEW cases of H1N1
AND WORST STILL I'M SICK...mummy is worrying.
damn stupid...whole trumpets down. lucky the sec 1s are not bad(:
good job today! for the rehearsal (:

crs will be back on monday!
and then she will have a massive load of test.
talking bout that..i'm so gonna fail Amaths. screwed it upside down ):
&it is so unfair cause i missed some impt lessons. ):
boohooo. at least physics was not bad,all MCQs

blogger is being a ass!
if it continues you know i will say byebye and move back to live journal.
maybe i should.

zhenyee
i really hope you like it.

2009-07-20T22:51:00.001+08:00

blogger is screwed up ):

currently depressed! boohoo.

CRS IS NOT GOING TO BE IN SCHOOL FOR ONE WHOLE WEEK, damn.
get well soon my dear(:

zhenyee.

2009-07-18T11:43:00.002+08:00

test are coming.
i'm so not studying..
shit.
monday having geog test, screw it. ):

i need to go popular.
hmmmm

edited.
i'm being a total retard. sitting here doing nothing.
when i have a huge load of homework.

zhenyee

2009-07-17T21:30:00.009+08:00

PICTURE POST!
today is damn gay i swear.
especially during lunch. HAHAHAH

jong leg's were not well! hahahha
so i fed her...(:
pearlyn was jealous so sheri fed her. hahaha

AND THEN THE GAY-NESS STARTS.

hahahaha (:

i'll end the picts with carol's gay pic! HAHAHA
I THINK ME AND HER REALLY DAMN GAY PLEASE!
omg. my hair was pin-ed up due to band.
hahahaha.

lessons were all at labs. lessons are very boring.
screw physics. chem was ahem....
i'm sleeping in class like way way too much.
uh-oh.

eric poh was being a bitch in the band room.
when they were having the DSA auditions.
heeheeeheeee

band was okay .
nothing much.
next week gonna be busy! again

i need my rest.
tomorrow still got tuition.
tmd.

~~i'm taking in too much heaty food ,~~
~~bloody sore throat ain't going away.~~

i want to watch harry potter!
crs please.....

zhenyee.
i need motivation!

2009-07-15T20:21:00.003+08:00

lesson's have been quite funny somehow la.
didnt really fall asleep in lessons :D like finally can stay awake.

chen lao da was damn funny in chinese lesson on tuesday!
he gave me heart attack! haha.
i was so bored that i started folding paper cranes in physic lesson.

PE was a fun today la.
run around the canteen, our class runs pass mr pang and shouts 'hi' like some retards .
HAHAHAHAH

bio had practically, only bout half the class was left.
mr pang asked if i was the science 'lab' supposed to be rep.
-.-

alot of funny moments in class la...but i kinda no mood to blog already.
i'm feeling very moodless recently.
):

zhenyee.
if only i was older,yeah?

2009-07-13T20:58:00.002+08:00

AVELINE IS JUST THE FRENCH MEANING OF ACELYNN.

HAHAHAHAHAHAH!

life is being a miserable bitch.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST NORAINI!
I LOVE YOU GIRL!
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

and happy birthday to Brenda too(:
and to Sebastian! his birthday tomorrow(:

zhenyee

2009-07-08T22:16:00.003+08:00

well.
monday had the performance (:
was quite okay la, mrtanCS said that there was a standing ovation.
but we could not see as it was so dark and misty.
hahahaha, but the two days spend at esplanade was like very very waste of time.
but somehow at least asomething good was in it all.
most of the time we are just waiting waiting & waiting.
last performance with my dear string bass senior.
i'll miss you (:

didnt attend school on tues,
that rest day was just so,
let's just say too great (:

today was a mixture of sleep, frustration, and happiness.
(:

zhenyee
i will only tell myself now, HZY will never look back and cry again.

2009-07-05T23:02:00.002+08:00

you can never feel how i'm feeling now.
so much of me wants to be there now.
really, next week will be hell.

my mind,it runs to you.

zhenyee

2009-07-05T21:11:00.003+08:00

i miss my beloved crs.
HAHAHAHAHAHAH. awhile since we really went out.
a whole lot of apologies. ):

today had rehearsal at esplanade.
lets say things have not been going well....
):
but was cheered up by all the crap that came out of joey,reiko,chonghui and bryan.
hahaha,same waiting room.
full of shit. HAHAHAH

left early for tuition.
right....in the end...
canceled my tutor didn't feel like coming...
could have stayed on for the rehearsal.
althou it is equally waste of time.
stupid gay bitch, expect us to be able to see in the dark.
go & die.

tomorrow performance!
have to see the gay bitch again.
D:

& idk why people keep saying now bout me and you know who.
like wth, really got nothing better to do.
it's not like i have no legs to go home or go to school myself.
stop blabbering rubbish.

zhenyee
i don't feel like performing.

2009-07-04T23:35:00.009+08:00

Thurs performance rocks!
the ball room went high upon hearing us!
the Laos people and our own Singapore team was very supporting(:
totally enjoyed myself.
i played my best, enjoyed myself. smiled throughout the perf.
the pain was all worth it (: when the crowd stood (:
but, the bad thing i realised i was bleeding throughout the perf too, halfway through, i guess
realised it only nearing the end, when i looked at my finger.
but the pain was worth it(:

fri gave school a miss, was toooooooo tired. i would be sleeping in class too, so might as well. went for band...had practice for next perf. was not bad, i still love wizard.
but lastest notice is that we cant play that already, cause esplanade already printed out the programm booklet. D: sadden.

today was super fun!
i enjoyed my day, i'm a happy girl. (:
althou my mummy now is a unhappy mummy ):
went to zoo, revived my childhood.
hahhahaha,zoo changed quite alot.
very nice(: (: elephant show! i watch it every time i go there. (:
lucky today not very hot too! so was quite okay walking around.
ben & jerry's(:

finally went to watch transformers.
the show is nice, althou some say the part one was nicer.
i find this more exciting. hahahha. (: (:
megan fox, **** hot . LOL
i still like bumble bee.
when over to town, watched a jazz gig after that.
mr marvin khoo played the drums. nice(:
orchard central does not look like a shopping mall at all.
maybe still new, thats why.
scroll down whole list, still short of one leg!
HAHAHAHAHAHAH.

in all, fun but tired.
hehehehe

i finished my maths work in 45 mins. (tuition)

zhenyee
i feel like a kid, you know what i mean

2009-06-30T22:32:00.005+08:00

thurs AYG performance clashes with my mummy's birthday ):
boo hoo!
buying a cake for my mummy tomorrow.
hope she likes it..... (:

my finger is PAIN!
): ): ): ): ): ):
plucking.....fun but painful...

next monday's performance rob away my youth day holiday too. ):

& homework is piling up already! D:
oh ya! next seating arrangment.
althou still sitting with andrew(: but people around me changee.
AMANDA SITTING IN FRONT OF ME NOW!
:D :D :D

dumb dumb zhi png and his 安全套
HAHAHAHAHAHAH.
class chinese joke of the day.

zhenyee,acelynn.
awaiting saturday(:

2009-06-29T22:30:00.003+08:00

today is a happy day and a little sad one too.

FIRSTLY it's the first day of school, morning was struggling to wake up.
even thou today only have to report at 8.30

SECONDLY have a new co-form, my new english teacher too.
she.....well doesn't really please me in the eye.
hope i'm wrong. but she is going to give us a pop quiz tomorrow.
sure flunk. hahahaha. it's english , & my english is damn bad.

THIRDLY i have not even complete my geog holiday assignments yet.
but the lucky thing is that mrs H.ismail seems to be letting us do it in her lesson. hahahah

LASTLY band as great today! we (the brasses + me) had fun with mr B.tan during combined sectionals. wizard of oz was so great! :D :D :D :D but the saddest/most painful thing is that the skin of my middle finger came off.
i was like playing playing playing , then suddenly , shit! why so painful ?
looks at finger then saw that it was bleeding slightly, the skin was tore off. like OUCH!
when i washed it before putting plaster i was like, ************
AHAHAHAHAHAHHA. thanks xingjun for the plasters

had a great dinner (:
haagen daaz (: (or whatever it is spelt as)
hehehehehhehe

zhenyee,acelynn.

2009-06-28T00:04:00.003+08:00

today's rehearsal at nanyang primary was -.-
boring, my bow broke down on me.
it got so screwed up that i could not play D: D:
and the most 'wow' thing is that the size of their school is BIG.
hahahaha, totally own amkss, hahahaha
and it is like in the middle of the bukit timah private estates .

and the 'artistic directer' 'helping is so ******* gay please.
cannot stand him
animal trainer. HAHAHHAHHAHA
count the number of leaves on the tree.

went back school, had prac.
today was good(:
played asian selections. it's easy, for me la.
bengawan solo.
:D :D :D

then came home and went out. (:
had my first meal of the day, i was so freaking hungry la!
but after that was so freaking full. HAHAHAHHAHA
(:

met CRS. went to flea at mt Sophia.
we walked there, climbed up like bout 7 flights of steep stair case.
hahaha
, stupid people, there was not even a queue.
didnt buy much....(: we are both BROKE.
screw your stupid mummy and daddy. AHAHAHHAHA
love me for saying that(:

crs eats very slowly. hahahaha
i'm still full due to my heavy heavy lunch.

zhenyee,acelynn
the scars on my back, now you know.

2009-06-26T21:38:00.005+08:00

today went to band.
was almost late. HEHEHEHE

had practice for the IPC(international principal concert/or whatever) thing.
lets just say i felt that i played badly, and the band was not that good as well .
hopefully it is only today that we are off form. D: D: D:
i hate it when i don't play well enough, especially for wizard of oz that i practiced hard for.
played with joey, like after quite a long while
jiayou joey! for playing the rest of the pieces!
since you are side reading them. (:

tomorrow is the rehearsal for it, at nanyang primary.
hope it turns out not bad, and hope that the trombone section will be alright now that melissa and sindy are quarantine due to the stupid H1N1
damn the bloody disease !
D:

i got my time table,
damn shit, geog on monday!
D: D:
boohoo

i ate too much ice-cream!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

and, micheal jackson died.
):

zhenyee,acelynn
i'm what i want to be now.

2009-06-25T23:09:00.003+08:00

today went out with my mummy and aunt+cousins for lunch
damn full.
:D :D :D :D
bought lovely snacks from NTUC.

went out for awhile after that.
i didn't get my sleep in the end.
hahahhahahahaha.

tomorrow most of the band people, those playing for fanfare
WILL BE PERFORMING! goodluck(: don't forget the notes(:
i feeeel like going......but i know i can't.

zhenyee,acelynn
stared into my eyes and told me they were brown

2009-06-24T22:21:00.002+08:00

(: monday went to band as usual.
practice was so so.
i felt that i could be better. HAHAHA
yesterday practice with juniors was hahahahahaha
played with them. ken ahh..... your side reading is can make me "bang head" one you know
heheheheh

today was (:
you know what i mean.

met up with my primary school peeps.(:
the weather ruined it all.
we took neo prints! so long never take already.
chanmingao is a red lobster.
hehehehehe
sorry that i had to leave, we will meet soon enough .

i won't forget,
tonight.

zhenyee,acelynn.
treble clef (: thankyou.

2009-06-21T22:56:00.003+08:00

back.
(:

lets just start form thursday again. (:

well, help out with the MTDC audition for band.
was usher.
damn, first time i usher had to run/walk so many many times.
was tired by the middle of the second shift , changed role with noraini (:
thanks !

after that went to grab some stuff from NTUC for class barbecue
friday, woke up early to marinate chicken. hahaha
the job of marinating is mine, as usual.
glad that it is good(: haha

went out, tried to do some geog , but obviously failed.
D: D:
then went over to meet CRS first then headed over to amanda house to get ready.
lazy to elaborate.
lets just say the BBQ was quite a success, and i had fun playing taiti
hahahahaha :D :D
had a nice talk to amanda(: thanks girl, for the support.

yesterday woke up late.
actually kinda early, had to let the people form the environmental thing to come in to check if my house is breeding mosquitoes.
HAHAHA!
cause my block got 3 people got it.
but went back to sleep again, of course.
went out to get some choco for those performing for NYW.
then met noraini to go concert, when i'm with her, we are bound to do stupid things. HAHAHA

the concert was so good!
i so want to be able to play like them..
): i will work my ass off. HAHAHA
or maybe fingers off.

today had tuition and then went to do homework with crs.
hehehhehehe
well, lets say at least i did my maths. HAHA
but had to stop due to stupid cramps.
hahahaha.
~~I HATE BEING A GIRL DURING THIS TIME OF THE FUCKING MONTH.~~

sorry babe, that i had to leave so early. ):
i love you. (:

HAPPY PAPA DAY!

zhenyee,acelynn

2009-06-18T20:56:00.005+08:00

what should i do?
thats the question in my head.

what's wrong with her, and another her?
thats also in my head.
maybe i'm on my own already.
~~band = no friends.~~

hais.
fucked up

zhenyee,acelynn

i want a MACBOOK!

2009-06-17T21:32:00.003+08:00

today went to band room for a while in the morning.
to get something from the band room. hahaha
mrs seah nagged at me due to my attire. haha!

went out with joey!
was fun. i love OUR new pretty wallet. hahaha

went around orchard, mango was having sales (our wallet origin)
and it was flooded with working adults, joey was like : "did they take half day off to come here? "
hahahahaha
shit): i'm spending way way too much.

tomorrow gotta help out at mtdc auditions.
from 8am leh! thats super early.
sorry! today didnt go to the meeting, cause i had plans with the above girl.
):

this is to my primary till now good friend toh zhiyong.
I KNOW YOU, MY DEAR FRIEND, IS FEELING DAMN FUCKED UP AND GL
BUT PLEASE, YOU CAN TALK TO US(you know who i mean)
MAYBE YOU HAVE CHANGED, BUT I REPEAT HERE, THAT I DON'T GIVE A DAMN CARE
CAUSE NO MATTER HOW GL YOU BECOME YOU ARE STILL MY FRIEND.
SO I DON'T GIVE A FUCK CARE IF YOU WERE TO GL ME , BUT I WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT I KNOW YOU CAN STILL BE THE OLD TZY.
SO GET OVER THIS STUPID GL MOOD AND BE YOURSELF.
BUT NO MATTER WHAT YOU WILL BE MY GOOD OR GL FRIEND
AND I'M SORRY THAT I WAS NOT THERE DURING THE TIME WHEN YOU NEEDED SUPPORT.
REALLY SORRY TZY. BUT JUST WANT YOU TO KNOW, I WAS ALWAYS GLAD TO HAVE A FRIEND LIKE YOU.
and DON'T FEEL SO SIAN LA!

zhenyee,acelynn

2009-06-16T21:44:00.003+08:00

went out with my daddy and sister today.
went to watch drag me to hell

carol, if you really wanna watch this show, better go with a guy
cause it is scary.
especially the sound effect!
but the show quite nice(:

walk around and spend some time with my dad.

tomorrow meeting joey!
: D : D : D

edited: i'm human not cartoon!
hahahahaha(:
thurs gotta go to help out at the MTDC auditions for band.
sorry babe(CRS,manda,poh) cant really help in the geog proj D: D:
forgive me okay? (:

primary school peeps, lets meet(: gary tan wants to meet too! hahaha

:D :D :D :D :D

zhenyee,acelynn
you don't know how i am feeling now.

2009-06-15T22:50:00.005+08:00

hahahaha.
today was ridiculous, have to get ready all of a sudden to help someone bring clothes to school
hahahaha. the dumb blonde

class room painting was successful(:
solid ah, boom boom boom!

then went out(:
that place is really very pretty(:

tomorrow going out with my daddy, gonna watch drag me to hell
cause i don't dare to watch with all girls.
my dad was like :"huh! that means i will leave the cinema with finger nails marks ah?! "
HAHAHAHAHAHAH!

AND! YESTERDAYS POST FORGOT TO INCLUDE.
THANKYOU SENIORS FOR THE GIFTS AND CARD(:
YOU GUYS ARE THE BEST SENIORS I CAN EVER HAVE(:

edited: feel like watch ghost of girlfriends past.
hahaha. who wanna watch? (:
i finally got that song into my MP3

zhenyee,acelynn

2009-06-14T15:40:00.006+08:00

CLARISSA IS SUCH A DUMB BLONDE!
by caroline!

chinese project just now.
gotta start on my homeworks

on wed had master class. i really learnt a lot and enjoyed myself!
i got to play the last piece ( 演歌)
the tutor was being so nice to invite me out, was the only AMK band member to play.
haha(:
but my finger was not in a very nice state..

then next day was band camp.
band camp was fun(:
kinda tiring too.
i didnt sleep on the first night.HAHA
together with GAME COMMITTEE and a few others
WENT HIGH.HAHAHAH . fun :D :D
first day of band camp was quite okay, night practice(full band) was good.
i could play!
wizard of oz is fun!
but my fingers are in pain!
we had POP rehearsal in the band room,stars&stripes was funny!
hahahahahaha, aik shan :P
lunch and dinner was -.- spicy.
dear junior, instrument is precious! so take care of it!
hahaha, but don't worry you are doing very well(:
after full band, as mentioned, stayed awake! thanks for the food. (:
yingying was so aunty(:

second day. was not as bad la, considering the state we were in.
sleepy man! took a power nap and it lasted me the whole entire day!
i DID NOT fall asleep during full band or what so ever.
i'm so proud of myself. :D
but POP rehearsal under the bloody sun was soooo horrible!
xiaodan came back(:
full band after that was like abit slack for me..
haha, cause half way had to tutor my junior.
desouza and marvin knoo was so -.-
not only them la, alot of band people is calling my zenyi now!
cause of the masterclass on wed. HAHA
went back after for full band,WIZARD OF OZ is nice(: hahaha
minyi's version of the song is funny!
i have not really any problems with the notes or rhythm , it's only that my fingers hurt a lot
the ending of the full band was like so -.-

had dinner and games and movie!
games were fun(: hahahaha. worth staying up preparing for it.
halfway through movie cannot take it anymore , went to sleep.
i was yawning after every few minutes

woke up the next day, photo taking, hahaha.
weilin,you sure have enough space? HAHA

full band was boring when they worked on the fan fare for AYG opening
, i tried my best to stay awake and lucky idid .
played wizard again. and my finger grew another blister, ouch!
after that was POP.
seniors guaduated!
yes, i cried. i think the whole section knows that i cry very easily lo. haha
AND I MADE MICHELLE CRY! that sounded evil, but it was in the good way la(:
AND CONGRATS TO MELISSA BUTT! ENG AIK SHAN! TOH JIAYAN!
you all did the trombone section proud. we all love you!!
:D :D :D :D
congrats to the saxaphone section too! :D

came home and was TIRED.
mummy bought durian when i am having sore throat.

today had tuition and project.
project was done in an hour but we wasted like 3 hours to before we really started.
HAHA
had pasta for dinner, haha.
(: nice to know that next week no band!
unless you count thurs la.
got to help with the auditions.

shopping on wed with joey! :D
triple cheers!

tomorrow gonna help with classroom painting(:

zhenyee, acelynn

2009-06-09T18:14:00.002+08:00

this song is like so sad):

2009-06-09T17:46:00.002+08:00

(: today parade band was alright. not as tiring as yesterdays.
yesterday was so hot!

i caught a bloody flu): ): +sore throat but i am still eating fried stuff.
haha

i got a huge blister filled with blood on my middle finger.
due to the plucking of my stringbass strings D: D: D:
super pain...that i cant type with it. ):

tomorrow having master class at XinMinsec till 9pm!
plus the next day 8.30am must report for bandcamp!
i will be so dead beat! ):

been watching haptic mission. haha!
kimhyunjoong is SO 4th dimensional.

i know i have disappointed you.
this will be the last,
i am serious bout what i said,and my focus.
i never lied bout what i have said, so it is only up to you to believe.
please forgive me.
sorry

zhenyee,acelynn

2009-06-07T22:25:00.003+08:00

my keyboard is so screwed up!
i'm going crazy!
shit!

someone is in malaysia now . haha

oh.
my blog tittle
yes, i'm shocked.
but just wanna know why me.

zhenyee,acelynn

2009-06-06T23:30:00.001+08:00

TAKE CARE CRS.

i'm a happy girl today :D :D
how i wish i was rich man!

hahahahaha

zhenyee,acelynn

2009-06-03T20:59:00.006+08:00

WHAMP! band takes up plenty time.
manymany performances coming up.
stress.

D: D: D:
you owe me! hahaha(:
during band break(:

yesterday had SL course. freaking funny. with the tuba section
today i played to trombone again. & i missed it.
gonna be usher for POP (:

oh ya, just to say i guess my results are not really that bad after all. but idk why my mummy is still kinda pissed.
grrr.

my holidays are zooming past me.
& i have to catch up on my studies):

SORRY CRS!

CRAP!

zhenyee,acelynn

2009-05-31T23:05:00.001+08:00

2009-05-29T22:59:00.003+08:00

MY BLOG WAS LIKE SO DEAD!

anyway many many things happened
many many fun and not fun things.
haha

went to clarke quey with CRS for flea last week?
lol. bought some stuff. my wallet is sooo cutee!
went sticky's .
hope the sweets are nice(:

all pictures tomorrow.
(:

having PTC tomorrow
my results are -.-
'cleaned' classroom for it

PE yesterday was fun.
soft ball rules! we were so high!
but the after effect not so nice!
boohoo! \i'm okay now.

KHWANFA went back already. so darn early.
had concert that day, so didnt send you off. sorry!
):

i'm hooked on to BOF recently.
i finished watching it already!
YOON JI HOO IS SO CUTE!
ans sweet in the show. gu jun pyo is sweet but his mum sucks!
LOL. went damn high with POHRONG AND SOK YING over the show!
poh rong is so high everyday ! like she every hour eat enerygy bar la!
especially chinese lessons and before goeg. and many others la!
haha

band practices was bad.
i know that. i will try my hardest. i guess i could.
jiayou girl!

actually i dont remember much.
haha.
i'm damn broke down. it's the last few days of the month.
darn!

i'm going to cut my fringe tmr! i don't really want to!
boohoo! my fringeeee!

zhenyee,acelynn
thanks for your concern(:

2009-05-22T22:59:00.002+08:00

i am so pissed off today
damn !

nothing is going my way.
feel like shooting vulgarities

and i thought that a hot bath and a short nap would take all the pain away.

zhenyee,acelynn

2009-05-19T23:59:00.004+08:00

i went shopping today! like finally.
with crs(:
i bought something that i like(: and it was cheap!
HAHAHAHAHA

CRS WAS BEING A IRRITANT!!!
AHAHAHAHAHAH

her umbrella caught many peoples attention.
her new love is -.-
meee don'tt likkee! i was 'forced' to smile.

hehehehe

shopping cures my need of playing restaurant city : P

need to go sleep now.
tomorrow got band.

*kwf lets catch 'night at the museum 2' together okay? before go fly off(:

zhenyee,acelynn
saturday!

2009-05-19T00:17:00.004+08:00

EXAMS ARE OVER!!

no longer stress.
okay maybe still got, stress over results
it will be damn bad D:
i have been told not to think bout exams anymore.HEHE

GOOD LUCK TO THOSE HAVING MUSIC AND ART!
(althou now is so late ,i doubt any of you are here)

it was raining cats and dogs around amk :@
and it rained just as we stepped into the lift(:

baked today ,cupcakes :D
it's nice and fluffy :D

laughed till stomach pain over that video.
yes ,crs ,that video
AHAHAHAH we were a little crazy today(:

tomorrow going out to shop.
ahh, finally i'm stepping out again.
:D
wednesday got band.
boohoo it's marking day.
but then i missed band and my string bass!

and damn that stupid channel 5!

zhenyee,acelynn
tralalalala :D

2009-05-16T14:46:00.009+08:00

yesterday went to meet my mummy at town.
it was raining luh.
guess who i saw at bus stop?
hurhurhurhurhur!
carol says i have an imaginative mind.
:D :D :D :D :D

mummy and i went to vivo!
it was very cold there!
we went to eat at the Japanese gourmet town!
the food was very good ,it's a combo of 3 jap. restaurant together.

recommended to go there people!
AND ,
i treated mummy for her belated mother's day meal (:
i'm a good kid :D
then we walked around vivo and went daiso to looks for some stuff.
went into pet safari, the dogs were super cute!
mummy treated me ben&jerry's ice-cream.
:D :D :D :D my fav choco fudge brownie and strawberry cheescake(:

we then bought other stuff and came home. it was like already quite late,
was tired..
i like going out with my mummy. (:

i feel like baking now ,but i'm short of one ingredient
hmmmmmmmm..
should i go out and buy? but it seems like it's gonna rain.

edited
our band gonna perform for the special olympics(on 5th june) & Asian youth games
which means band practises are gonna be hectic once again.
which is next wednesday): on marking day! damn!

zhenyee,acelynn

2009-05-15T13:30:00.002+08:00

life has been boring!
kinder joy kinder joy!

well today is the second last paper. and monday will be the LAST!
:D :D :D :D :D
i hate exam period.

meeting mummy later. hope her patient don't drag.
i needa go plaza sing to get some stuff.

zhenyee,acelynn

2009-05-14T12:13:00.003+08:00

hello !

weekend went library study for geog and bio.
met lots of people that i know.
hehehehehe.
but managed to get something in to my brain

in the end my geog was still bad. i read the question wrongly + i ans wrongly.
damn! my SS sucked, now my geog also suck.
combine humanities can flunk!
AND! chinese was so hard to comprehend.
the passages was like the *scratch heads & goes huh* type
grr.

THEN!
bio was a killer. mr toh set the paper so tricky!!
damn): there goes my A1
D: D: D:
atleast
Emaths was alright.....mistakes here and there.
i didnt know how to do some thou):

physics paper was alright! but i made a few calculation errors.
but should pass la.like finally i will pass physics.
i hope(:

today feels like the end of exams. HA!
bought my headphone! YAY!
i saved for it okay..

can say stressful papers are all over. left with one more Emaths paper and chem
then EXAMS are OVER!
i'm going bag hunting.

zhenyee,acelynn

2009-05-10T15:13:00.004+08:00

HELLO WORLD!

Amaths was so screwed up.
people are emoing out there cause of exams.
DEPRESSION IS ON THE RISE! WARN THE WORLD!

zhipng gets motivated by lets say her. HAHA

damn. i just can't study geog.
so screwed.

went ikea with my & sis yesterday to get somethings for home.
(:

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!
love you mummy.

zhenyee,acelynn

2009-05-02T14:32:00.003+08:00

DANG!

cant believe i'm here on the com when i'm suppose to be studying.
to tell the truth i don't know what to study on.
i have lost my momentum like totally.

god bless me that i don't fail.

zhenyee,acelynn

2009-05-01T21:41:00.004+08:00

WOOTS!
my mum finally bought for me the recipe book i have been aiming for!
now i got recipes to bake new stuff!
: D : D : D : D : D : D

the recipes all seems nice
mummy gonna bring me to still outlet where they sell everything for baking needs
from the trays/mixing bowl to the ingredients!

went to thomson plaza for dinner and to buy groceries.
well,i studied in the morning and afternoon,don't know if it is useful though

i'm a happy kid now!

zhenyee,acelynn

2009-05-01T00:14:00.001+08:00

i'm off to sleep now, used to sleeping at 11pm on weekdays and now is already late.
tomorrow wake up early then have study marathon!

GO FOR IT ACELYNN HO ZHEN YEE!

2009-04-30T19:03:00.007+08:00

damn!
MYE starts next wed!
tomorrow will be mugging day!
anyway it's labour day too,so will work hard for studies.
brought back all my books from under table today.

THANKYOU FOR HELPING ME CARRY,I KNOW IT WAS HEAVY!
and thanks for the kinder joy :D :D :D

today had dinner super early,like 5+
sure to get hungry later ):

P.E today sure was fun, but we had so little time to play !
zhipng ran in a super gay manner. HAHA
maths was also uber lame with praveen behind me.
AND my maths test is so pathetic!

i so need to SCORE WELL FOR MYE!
if not i'm minced meat,for sure
PTC is mummy's off day, so if it's good i'm lucky if bad i'm screwed

take me away with all my worries and stress

i should focus on physics and geog.
should not have passed my chinese assessment book up to laoda to mark, cause now i got no chinese to work on .

i better do my english proposal writing :X
mr toh gonna kill us for ms jae.

me and CRS made empty trips!
so disappointing la!

grr,i wanna play restaurant city! NOW

edited
i love fruits that are soft and not crunchy
ahahahahahah!
random

zhenyee,acelynn

2009-04-27T20:47:00.002+08:00

RAIN DOWN ON ME .

i so freaking moodless to even open my to take out my chem book or maths to prepare for tomorrow's test .
damn !

life has been haphazard !

zhenyee,acelynn

2009-04-25T14:16:00.005+08:00

SYF band dinner-sakura buffet.
18/04/09

_______________

Manhattan Fish Market
18/04/09-with the usual's without trev.

well, lets just say a lot of things have happened .
and life has been quite fun .
but some how, it doesn't seem right ,
guess i have been slacking to much ,buck up !

11 more days to doom .
argh !
and there's still plenty of test left to clear up ,which currently ,i have been doing badly in.
damn !

D: D: D: D:

i'm in need of a happy meal):

my head is clouded with vivid memories & encountering problems.
oh god , tell me what should i do .

zhenyee,acelynn

2009-04-11T21:14:00.005+08:00

i can walk through glass!!!!!!!
seeeee!

(1)

(2)

(3)

(4)
my new kitchen partition:DD
chio right!

watch this MV.
it's cute.
hahahaha
:D :D :D

zhenyee,acelynn

2009-04-11T18:10:00.003+08:00

construction of my kitchen have been undergoing since 10am
and it is still not complete.
stuck in my room since that time,cause who wants to be out there smelling all the thinner and hearing the drilling sounds? ):

but once again i hope they are not done by today cause i don't wanna have tuition tomorrow,
who don't want to go to the biggest flea market at town with their shopping buddy/bestfriend?
damn,but it seems that my mum/the workers boss wants them to be done today by hook or by crook also must be done. ):

so my suffering will be prolonged and tomorrow will have double tuition + crs will kill me.

sorry, carol for not going today!

today practically i sleep wake up, eat, study bio and fall asleep once more.
wake up try my best to cram in bio, which i DID, but KO again..
damn,what a life man..
and to add on a headache since the morning):

someone is still sickD:Ｄ：
please let him get better(:
go to him and start laughing, cause laughter makes one's illness go away(:
AHAHAHAHAHAH

zhenyee,acelynn
i really ____ you.

2009-04-09T21:55:00.003+08:00

oh god i screwed my eng oral yesterday!
i was stumbling over words and i totally crapped out everything!
eeeeeee!

someone is sick,uh-oh D: D: D:
take care bro! get well soon alright?
i give you moral support!
HAHAHAHA

cant wait for band celebration dinner:D

tomorrow's good friday, NO SCHOOL!
going to church with carol&crs
(: (: (:
going out with crs first(: (: (:

today school was so so.
maths killed my brain cells.
and i was having flu throughout lessons ):
~~amanda is dumb~~

HAHAHAHAHAHA

tonight
I remember the times we spent together
On those drives
We had a million questions
All about our lives
And when we got to New York
Everything felt right
I wish you were here with me
Tonight

I remember the days we spent together
Were not enough
And I used to feel like dreamin'
Except we always woke up
Never thought not having you here now
Would hurt so much

Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you, I can just look up
And know the stars are
Holding you, holding you, holding you
Tonight

I remember the time you told me
About when you were eight
And all those things you said that night
That just couldn't wait

I remember the car you were last seen in
And the games we would play
All the times we spilled our coffees
And stayed out way too late

I remember the time you sat and told me
About your Jesus
And how not to look back
Even if no one believes us
When it hurts so bad
Sometimes not having you here
I sing

Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you, I can just look up
And know the stars are
Holding you, holding you, holding you
Tonight

I sing
Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you I can just look up
And know the stars are
Holding you, holding you, holding you
Tonight...

zhenyee,acelynn
it's in my mind like a dream

2009-04-07T22:41:00.002+08:00

okay,i got tagged by trevish! haha

1. Besides your lips, where is your favourite spot to get kissed?
-forehead? yeah,i guess so

2. How do you feel when you woke up this morning?
-i felt that i have not yet woken up

3. Who was the last person you took photo with?
- clarissa? ehehe

4.Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
- no, wait, i spoil people

5.Would you ever donate blood?
- yes

6.Have you ever had a best friend who was of the oppsite sex?
- i have:D

7.Do want someone dead?
- right now, yes! hahahahahahahah

8.What does your last message in your inbox say?
- goodnight. haha

9.What are you thinking of right now?
- i should be sleeping

10.Do you wish someone was with you right now?
- wishing,but it won't happen.(amandaaaaaaaaaaaa,you know)

11.What time did you go to sleep last night?
- 11pm(:

12.Where did you buy the T-shirt you are wearing now?
- i'm not wearing a t-shirt. but i'm wearing something my mum bought

13.Is someone one your mind right now?
- uhhuh

14.Who was the last person to text you?
- ssshhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

10 PEOPLE TO TAGGED TO DO THIS QUIZ:

1. clarissa
2. amanda
3. caroline
4. jaselyn
5. noriani
6. trevis(you dun have to do it again)
7. sok ying
8.poh rong
9. zhipng
10. yinonn

15. Who is 2 having relationship with ?
- uhh. she does not have a bf

16. Is 3 a male or a female?
-Female!

17. If 7 & 10 get together will that be a good thing?
-well, it's kinda impossible

18. What is number 1 studying about?
- same as meeeeeeeee!

19. Is Number 4 single?
- uhhuh. to what i know. hahah

20. Say something about Number 5?
- she is the best man! love her to the max!

21. What do you think about Number 3 & 6 being together?
- ermm,they aren't really close. hahahah.

22. Describe Number 9.
- he is cute? his voice is damn low!

23. What will you do if Number 6 & 7 fight?
- they won't. cause i never even see them talk before

24. Do you like Number 8?
- yeah! she is very cute! "argh" lol!

zhenyee,acelynn

2009-04-07T19:51:00.003+08:00

MY MUMMY GOT ME A NEW KEY BOARD!

woots!no more copy&paste!
:D:D:D:D:D

i seriously need to get into study mood!
)：)：)：

i felt bad for the prank but it was so funny!
:D

zhenyee,acelynn
~~there's a patch of blue in the black sky~~

2009-04-06T21:39:00.003+08:00

Okay, so maybe i move back to blogger.
no time to really go and figure out live journal.

dammit! it's so bloody hard to post when some of my keys are spoilt.
which includes the letter 'a', a very common used letter. i have to use copy&paste.
how pathetic
D: D: D: D: D: D: D:
i'm very sad sad sad girl
i have to buy one soon

i am feeling lazy today
3 cheers for me!

zhenyee,acelynn
carebear stareeee!!
tender heart is cuteee!! :D :D :D

2009-04-06T21:36:00.001+08:00

this is sat's post. cause i figure that no one actually saw so post it here. HA!
_____________
okay SYF is over.
well,i won't say that i'm not disappointed,i will definitely be upset.
tears were shed when we received the results.
but still to say WE ARE A GOLD WITH HONORS BAND! and i'm proud,always will be proud to be a member of AMKSSband!
i won't talk much bout it anymore, band fusion was enough.
D: D: D:
well after syf when with carol&yanting to hub blahblahblah.
my mood was in deep shit!
D: D:

wednesday, when mr sim told the school the results was damn heartpain la!,
OUCH! man..
some people just cant understand the feeling
D:
lucky didnt have geog, i would be like super sian if have : P we sang like dun't know how many random picked songs hahaha
bio was fruitful, did work.
after school went hub with crs,bought her new phone with her and her mummy.
LOL! i know it sounds weird but my mummy is better then hers, HAHAHAH
: P : P
bought her the slipper for her present!
people who are sharing pay me! please..
lol!
and thanks to friends who cheered me up(:

thurs had P.E, NAFA 5 items test,
mr ling is so damn strict man, and he said that we never use head to think
and he picked on me saying that i'm a bimbo
just cause i used my index finger instead of the middle one for sit and reach
i just didnt think before i did it, i'm not exactly dumb
my brain is not empty okay! HAHAHAHAHA
anyway i'm used to this type of remarks from mr desouza -.-
after recess had maths and assembly, 5&5B drama was cute la.
damn sweet uh..ahahaha

had to attend extra maths lesson):
boring,was playing with rubriks
i remember some steps & forget some
choing the work last minute ,hehe
jase pei-ed me in canteen, talked to jovan and yong han who were fighting each other -.-
damn crap man, i cant believe i got pissed with yonghan. HA!
amanda came after her choir, went to get bubble tea (: (:
amanda wanted to play basket ball halfway doing her physics.
physics bore us out! :D
went to play in uniform, regretted,should have changed
new uniform is damn 'thick'
but was fun! my mood felt much better after the 'game'
all the people there were tall people,except for us three girls and one guy(i duno how to spell malay name)
disadvntage la, damn, i'm short ): ):
went home late, got nagged.
obviously..

today bio was not fruitful.
i was on sleepy mood, same for english.
chinese was ??? carol sok& poh was being crappy! hahah!
oh my god! HAHAHAHAH

i didnt learn in chem too, was doing the thankyou and personal thoughts card.
oops, i didn't learn anything today ):
had april babies birthday celebration during lunch break, the cake was damn hard to cut cause of the chocolate on top!
we should start preparing for OUR class drama? i think we should.

~~CHINESE ORAL~~ was good?
the teacher asked if i went for any reading aloud classes cuase my the way i read very "radio dj/story teller" like.
LOLOLOLOL! i was like huh?, i never leh.
but she said i had wrong words, duh! the passage hard la. conversation was not bad thou(:
i hop i did well man, cause i screwed the just taken test.

went to celebrate trombone juniors birthday after that with section.
2nd birthday cake. met sis at macs, i couldn't see her at first. i'm blind!
walked in hub, should i buy? should i? huh?
and homed, my batt was like flat before oral, was spammed with missed calls from mummy! -.-
she thought i outside slacking ):
i'm a good girl okay!
: D: D

i'm getting more and more bored in lessons, people entertain me please!

zhenyee,acelynn
i'm out of energy! tomorrow is rest day(:

2009-03-23T21:56:00.004+08:00

i'm MOVING to live journal,yes again.
but i will still keep this alive,i'm not so evil

http://shut-thenoise.livejournal.com

go see and leave a comment.
note:
to leave a comment is very easy, click on comment. chose anoymous if you are not a livejournal user and and type whatever you want to say and then include you name in the tag.

for example:

chose anonymous
write:
thanks for adding my new link(:
zhenyee(:

see so easy. pleaseplease leave a comment okay?
AND MY COMMENT BUTTTON IS THE PENCIL BUTTON NEXT TO MY POST!
WHICH SAYS REPLY!

zhenyee,acelynn

2009-03-18T22:03:00.007+08:00

aww man. tomorrow having band camp till friday.
hope to improve!
i have manymanymany undone work still!
gosh...so dead.

i have to bring xiao wang zi to camp to read.
hais):

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHEW ZHI PNG!
:D:D:D

i want to shop,but i don't have the need to,
i need to do my work but i don't want to.
):):):):

i feel like moving back to live journal,like really.

zhenyee,acelynn
i'm off to sleep(:
boomboomboom! lightning strikes on me!

2009-03-17T23:47:00.005+08:00

today had band. indviduals in the morn,went late due to the stupid rain.
went to eat at macs. mocha(:
it kept me awake,miraculously.
a thailand conductor came and held a master class with the band today.
bad news):

( random)

~~do i miss my fringe?~~

i'm depressed!i'm depressed!
i'm depressed!i'm depressed!
i'm depressed!i'm depressed!
i'm depressed!i'm depressed!
i'm depressed!i'm depressed!

someone save me!
DDDDD:

my instrument is spoiled):

i have tons of unfinished work
and i have veryevryvery little time
i have a band camp coming up,which means even less time.
and i have two tuitions on sunday which takes up more time from my week to do work
and i have to go my grandma house on sunday night=NO TIME!
i cant meet up with my friends
i have loads to tell amanda & crs
i am getting very irritated by a number of people.
I WANT MY LIFE TO GET ON TRACK

facebook is also not making my mood better,trying if blogging works.

i'm suppose to have lots of things to blog bout,for example family day.
but i don't feel like blogging bout it.
but in total it's fun(:
i lost like 10 balloons!
thanks for the kinder joy and happy meal(:

SANDCASTLES!
i want to built more sandcastles!

i hate it when he's like that.D:
makes me feel like crying):

i should be sleeping now,have band in the morning tmr):
it sucks to know that i have a routine to follow.
but it's for syf,something that i want.
a goal?

bye for now,yeah,for now
that's if i dun collapse and die of depression):

zhenyee,acelynn
i wanna shut my mind off like a machine

2009-03-12T18:33:00.002+08:00

i hate hypocrites.
and damn,don't be like that in front of me,and another in front of her.
sooner or later i will just explode and go crazy.

thanks amanda for cheering me up today,and for listening to what i have to say.
amanda knows who i need most now):
HAHAHA stupid me...

zhenyee,acelynn
~~i am feeling so fucked up recently.~~

2009-03-05T22:23:00.003+08:00

i just drank this bitter dang gui soup,some chinese herb.
to replenish blood? haha. to prevent cramps. wth,HAHAHAHA!

had tutoring today with tutor alone.joey went home.
"ahem ahem" hehs
he bought us something to train our fingers with. so nice right?
which reminds me, the school coming during exchange program during band camp includes maris stella !? i gonna meet ian,lol!

i had to attend maths remedial cause ms deepa remedial category is those who didn't get a1 for Emaths,like i missed out only one mark! D:
but my Emaths really can go bang wall sometimes

ate opposite with crs,kwf and two others.haha!
long time never go out with kwf,sorry,cause in the end i got band.
i cant go play pool on sunday luh!

celebrated march babies birthday today(:
belated happy birthday to SHIQI(:

it's raining on and stop, heavy and light.
like so unpredictable.

had pe today,played basketball in groups of mixture of both gender(:
more fun? i guess so. andy is pro
and it drizzled right after our pe,like coincident
hahahaha!
chinese compo test was so random la!
it's a compo on a news article,and the thing is he on the spot teach us how to write,on the spot write,on the spot test. wth.
definitely won't do well,writing crap throughout D:

i'm left with geog test only! :D

assembly, the sand castles are nice(:
i guess it will really turn out fun on family day at east coast(14 march)
class doing pot-luck.
i'm making sandwiches.
..have not even prepare anything yet. plus i don't know what the class wants

yesterday had junior band.
i don't know what to say man...totally no feeling.
junior is not bad i guess,i think i have to do more fundamentals with him

bio orange file has arrive! i hoped for it to be brighter/darker thou.
but still it's orange! hehehehee
enzymes, it does not seem to react with me):

~~i miss crs and many other close friends. been days since i really went out with them~~
~~i cant belive i wrote it.i'm turning lesbian.haha~~

zhipng is emo this few days.
carol ah carol... hehehehe

i like the new english teacher so much more.
(:
i need to buy my colour pens asap. if not i will never start to write my notes):

zhenyee,acelynn
~~i want to let it out,so that he will know~~

2009-03-03T20:41:00.004+08:00

me and my sis,who cut bangs too(:
i was in a freaking awkward position! zhong fen!

wlaos!
i freaking hell fail my physicsDDDD:
i told you i suck at it horribly!
sad! only fail in this term,more to come):
i need help! i cant stop but fall asleep during physics!

~~class politics swim~~ming around in class
for no freaking reason,childish!

miss deepa cut her hair! she came into class ytd knowing we would react with laughter,and she went "don't laugh,there's nothing funny"
hahahahaha!
but she still looks nice la.
andand i made lots of careless mistake for my Amaths test today):
i'm sadsad!

and mr screwdriver has yet to reply my sms,triple sadness):

the weather this few days is madness!
rain rain rain! ): but then always got rainbow(:

SFY SLOT IS OUT!
2nd day of the judging, 31st of march!
which is end of this month,i'm seriously scared.
one mistake and i am dead!
~~and what is their bloody problem~~

but that leaves me with the whole of april to studystudystudy.
i will be eating, sleeping&shitting with my books!
i need study dates(:
clarissa jong! you gotta aim with me!
i freaking want to go UK!

sun went out,after my maths tuition,like finally.
went to far east with crs(:
stupid bloody shop,cheat our feelings!
i stopped my physics tution btw,it's killing my brain cells
went to grandma house after that, and i broke a spoon while washing the dishes.

i love ssrp periods where we will gather at the back and crap! HAHA.
today i gave in to me lack of sleep for a while first,hehe(:

junior is like so -.-
freaking evil i tell you!
HAHAHA(:

i forgot the rest i wanna blog,so byebye

edited

being random(:
want to add on,thanks jaselyn for sending me to band room and helping me buy my choco biscuit(:
and my mummy bought PAO! ahahah!

zhenyee,acelynn
i really want to make that decision,god help me.

2009-02-26T22:06:00.005+08:00

i got a bit of 'zhong fen'

HEY HO!

i cut bangs! :D gonna cut it stright asap,when it gets longer(:
clarissa! cut it soon!!!

past week was still okay,lots of test going on.
and amanda is like kinda pissed with my "i'm gonna fail" thing.
cause i always end up not. HAHA
~~AMANDA IS GAY AND SUPER SWEET!~~ lol!

andandand! my phone died on me on saturday due to the stupid software problem!
is not i mishandle my phone okay!
but thanks to mum bringing it all the way to vivo for me to update it,my phone is now in perfect condition:DDDDDDD

tuesday had sfy rehersal at SCH(singapore conference hall)
it was okay i guess,besides the beginning part in band room)):
i was seriously out of tune with joey. and my bow is 'spoilt'
my tutor confirmed it today during tutoring.
it has loss it's friction,then cannot bow properly, no sound !

last week celebrated MR TOH birthday(:
and thanks mr toh for helping me talk to mr chow bout my physics test
cause is not that i don't want to talk MC

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO ROCHELLE,MICHELLE,GABRIEL

thursday left school early as was not feeling well,missed physics&bio test.
gonna take them tomorrow. took Emaths today, and i realised i have freaking careless mistakes that ruins my aim for full marks. i have to,cause i screwed the previous one):

i am feeling emo for some stupid reasons...and still feeling like rock bottom now.
~~slam the door and close my eyes,thats what i wanna do~~
just blogging to try to bring up my mood. working?
there's a stupid ant on the wall and it is irritating me.

i have been cut off from shopping for so long,i wanna go out! but there is currently no free slot.
DDDDDD:

life is pathetic for pathetic me.
i need smses in class to keep me awake,apparently someone knows that!:D
but it's been two days since i sent a text over,wondering if i should?

today has been alright during lessons,had pe.
mtl was ssrp,talked crap with crs,carol,praveen and zhipng.
i don't have starhub channel): lol!
damn zhipng for saying i look like pikachu due to me pimple.
not scared i lightning bolt you!

sec four's drama during assembly.
andy's voice was nice lo. HAHA!
joey was like @.@ JILL!

zhenyee,acelynn
i should just go and hide

2009-02-15T20:45:00.004+08:00

okay,i have not really blogged for a very long time.
haha

many things have happen recently.
my birthday(long time ago),cny(: , test period(still going on) & valentine!

okay,my birthday was pleasent(:,spent the day in band and at reunion dinner.
kinda rush.
had quite a number of presents, and thank alot to crs,kwf,loon,trev&yang
you guys really make my day(:
and not to mention many others(:

chinese new year was after my birthday!
this year no school celebration): damn sad.
did not go back to ats.
but collected a number of angpaos(: and bought a new pair of shoes(:
&i will not regret it! bought it while was out with crs&kwf.
orchard was practically empty&dead.
i didnt get to wear my new white dress cause of a stupid reason.
and no,i didnt take any photo cause i was busy.
):

me and sis, reunion dinner(:

my house still has lots of chinese new year goodies

after chinese new year,had lots of test.
and i screwed almost all.
wait till my mum knows
freaking sadD:
but it does not seem like i am putting in effort to sustain my studies,for now.

maybe now is band.maybe(:

junior rocks&sucks big time
HAHAHAHA
ken,don't comment on this @.@

yesterday was valentine's day :D
friday was like gift exchange day in school,instead of emergency exercise.
i felt so guilty for not bringing the gifts on fri, only giving tmr.
yesterday had band in the morn and afternoon.
gave out gifts(:
band ended early,phew.
went on my dinner date:D HAHA
but still presents will only be recieved tmr,like ):
HEHS!

talking bout the emergency exercise,it felt like nothing la.
something super paiseh thing happenned, ms low had to mention it to the class.
morning sickness :P

my lollipops are all strawberry flavoured :D:D

homework are pilling up,and i'm not touching it.

zhenyee,acelynn
it hurts

2009-02-09T22:27:00.001+08:00

i'm freaking tired.
mental break down.
social studies is not entering my Amaths filled mind
with chunks of bio D:D:

zhenyee,acelynn

2009-01-25T21:46:00.004+08:00

post on adventure camp!

it was fun(:
one comment, the toilet is damn dirty. X:

day one.
reached there,sat under the hot sun for like 30mins.
we were splitted into 2 grps. and i was not with crs):
then went to bunk to put down our stuff and went to gather.
we had outdoor cooking of instant noodles,sausages, bake beans&sardines.
HAHA. i was waiting for someone to complain that they won't eat, but everyone ate:DD
then we had was group bonding activities.
all were fun&quite bonding.
was quite bonded i guess. haha
we used some time to create cheers for our class
praveen&andy was our cheers leaders(:
3/4 bom! 3/4 bombom! 3/4 bombombom! SOLID AHH!
:DDDDD
huimin taught us one song that is super nice(:
went high!
after dinner had night hike, at first it was quite scary.
at least we were whispering throuhout,if not even more scary.
the end location has a very nice scenary,there were plenty of stars. very nice!
bath time.
everyone rushed for the toilet to bath,like super crazy.

day two.
woke up and washed up. toilet flooded again.
the floor damn hard can!
had breakfast then set off for dragon boating.
it was damn fun! and tiring! huimin fell in to the water):
me and carol was super wet!
went back,changed and went for lunch.
had high elements after that!
i tried almost everything! althou for everything i am super scared. hieghts is one of my weakness D:
but i did not want to miss out!
flying fox was so great!!!!!
HAHA.but i was super duper scared, freaked out when i climbed up the stairs.
jaselyn should know that i was like bout to give up. but i DID NOT!
and...
i got tricked so many times by the flying fox instrutor, those who know, you would know that it's super dumb la! stupid game!
had dinner, then campfire!
it was nice. the teachers had to shake their asses. HAHA
then rush to toilet! flooded as usual.
the disgusting part, someone left their soiled pads in the bathing cubical. inconsiderate!
then slept, i was tired. smsed(:
lastday.
we had to clean and pack up. we got dorm 5. lucky,not our dorm 6 toilet
HAHA
the we tried more high elements. absailing was okay(:
crs was damn happy:D 4 years wish came through
the debrief and went home.
lunched with jase and carol.
i so miss home! crs still had training):

in total,i had fun. bonded a little more with classmates.
huimin(M) and raymond were nice people
althou raymond has frequent mood swings.
i hope,our class will be better in the future(:

i am abit rotted now. haha.
sick of homework already.

zhenyee,acelynn(:

2009-01-25T13:34:00.002+08:00

okay. with the help of my sis.
my english name is confirmede!
i will no longer be the only one without a english name in my family!

HAHA

i decided to be called ACELYNN
'ace-lynn'
as my sis is adeline.
HAHA

so people,you can try calling me that. cause i won't mind(:

2009-01-23T22:07:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!

HAHAHAHAHA
posting early cause might not have the time tmr.

i seem to be freaking busy everyday,but yet not seem to spend much time with my own friends,hais.
but still it won't last forever,so buck up!

zhenyee.
chinese new year is round the corner!

2009-01-21T18:27:00.001+08:00

just came back from adventure camp.
super tired la.
but the camp was fun!
i will post another day
have to do homeworkD:
tomorrow still got school):

zhenyee

2009-01-15T22:47:00.001+08:00

just finished geog.
D:

i feel like giving up sometimes, and don't study.
but circumstances don't allow.
DD:

one thing goo at least, my junior can play.
HAHA. so it would be easier to guide him

zhenyee
keep going,keep moving,don't fall

2009-01-11T22:39:00.004+08:00

i am going to be super busy until end of SFY.
band scheduled has came out,there is no point denying.
had band audition on thurs&fri. missed lessons,now i hope i did not miss
hard time deciding on who to chose for sec one.
responsibility is killing me,but i will try my best from now on

i am sick and tired of pretending like i don't care.
it's hurting

i am already mentally tired,wonder how will i survive through the whole period plus with the load of tons of homework
homework is never ending! D:

ms deepa is kinda fast & she practically throws homework everyday
bio is,like i mentioned, cramming up my head.
plus with addition of hateful physics
at least chemistry is still kinder now
lab lesson is so....classmates will understand what i mean

geog,i dun really remember learning much

mr toh says as long as we revise everyday we will make it.
revise everyday= to i turning mentally unsound
LOL

finished most of my homework, el compo is like crap!

no freedom for now=no temptations to spend money.
can save:D

zhenyee
now i am a bird in a cage,but i know soon i will fly

2009-01-06T21:52:00.002+08:00

i have already started studying!
i can feel the stress&load slowly...

bio is like cramming up my brainD:

zhenyee

2009-01-04T21:14:00.002+08:00

i'm feeling hungry,mum made us have dinner super early.
how??

zhenyee

it was snowing!after our performance,freaking cold

2009-01-04T19:31:00.005+08:00

my mum is cooking pineapple for pineapple tarts for chinese new year:D

had maths tuition today(:
i absorbed quite a lot.
tmr got school,but school starts at 8.30am
so meeting crs&yang(maybe) for breakfast:D

my books are so heavy!

me infront of the fountain in central park,newyork!
zhenyee:D
pineapple tarts!

2009-01-03T17:26:00.009+08:00

i got back my camera from newyork! :D
so i will up load pics slowly,haha

just ended physics tuition. i.am.so.worn.out.by.physics. did i tell?
my cousin's husband, gave me a ipod:DD
althou it's silver in colour,i am still liking it.
so i will something to put in band songs and videos althou now it is flooded with chinese songs that he placed in for me.
i'm grateful:DD

zhenyee:D
i found my time table!

me on top of the rock! the tallest building in newyork:D it was super windy and cold up there!

2009-01-02T23:34:00.003+08:00

MY FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL! =OKAY:D

my class*3/4 is not that bad after all(:
i could get use to everyone,i guess.
and my class get to end early on some days!
mr tohhhhhhh! caught me red-handed.
whoops!

i won,bio rep:D
althou i don't know why i wanna be

had band and blahblah!
i screwed certain pieces played today,grr.
my index finger bone pain
*thus i don't want to type much,althou i am not using the finger.

i am stuck doing physics now!
it's making my head spin like a merry go round!
so no smiley face today!
zhenyeeD:
i hate lizards!

2009-01-01T00:38:00.004+08:00

happy new year!

IT'S A NEW YEAR,A NEW START FOR EVERYTHING:D
STAY HAPPY EVERYONE!

zhenyee:D

2008-12-31T01:08:00.004+08:00

everything is solved now,and we are all back like before:DD

i am feeling lazy again to blog bout stuff that happened. haha
my finger is very painful now!even when i bent my finger):

i am broke now!
in real life&in pet society(facebook)

zhenyee:D
new year's eve!

2008-12-28T20:35:00.002+08:00

LOL! now i am being called stupid as selfish too.
how nice..when i don't really even know why they are scolding me,as if it started cause of me.
and as if they scold me,this would stop. i hope it would!

yesterday went to grandma house,there is no need to elaborate.
HAHA. cause what else can i do there but help her to things and slack in front of her tele.

today stayed at home,as daddy came over to fix up the shelves.
so now i have more space/shelves to put things up.
i really have to keep my room clean...
just came home from dinner.

first thing i did was to on my com,and check out my tagboard
LOL! things are amusing me as if i watching drama.

zhenyee:D
i am still a happy girl no matter what others say!

2008-12-26T22:36:00.017+08:00

HOHOHO! sorry for not posting yesterday!
it was CHRISTMAS!
i am still in the mood.

i shall start my post on the 24th

woke up in the morning to have breakfast with my mum and cousin,who came over
then had tuition with her.
chem is cramming up my head.
then got ready and went to meet CRS(:
she was late,hahaha. for her meetup too.
went over to woodlands with her,for her bs meetup
then trained down to town to walk arnd,it was not really crowed after all.
wanted to replace my hoop earing but ended up buying a dangling pair,it is still nice:D

*nice,nice
went to nice places to take photos and chitchat.
didnt see her for bout a month already.
the rain dampened the festive mood):

HAHAHAHA! thats not all the pict yet thou.
but i don't wanna upload all,lazy to click click click.
feel like sleeping already.

well,we met up with KWF after he touch down for dinner,he have not changed at all.
hehehe:DD missed him
ate and talked. before going home.

CRS crashed at my place,we slept at 4+/5.
at 12midnight,phone was like vibrating alot! lol!
thanks for all the wishes:DDDDD
and woke up at 11+, one word tired, on Christmas day.
lol!
we went to eat,and came back. i helped my mum with the pineapple tarts,
that she was making.
while CRS, fell asleep! lol.
well,she left at 2+ to Amanda's house,sent her off.
went home an tasted the pineapple tarts,i don't like the pastry.
slacked and waited for daddy to come.
watched the Christmas programs on channel okto,HAHA
daddy came back,after that sis came back.
and we headed off to eat!
was waiting for the food to come,so looked around,and i saw someone so familar.
looked on closely and it was sebastain!
lol! didn't expect to see him there.
this year christmas was present-less
*expect for parents&relatives.
but i still enjoyed myself,cause i got nto spent it with my friends and family.
i rmb last year i was at chalet,haha
althou this year did not get to celebrate with mingao&others,but i'm still very happy

today went shopping with sis&cousin.
went to fareast,wisma&bugis.
got what i wanted and many more:DD
everywhere is flooded with people today!
i am so tired.

it's gonna be a whole new year agian.
new year,new start!
* new everything! i do not look back at the past! YAY!
three cheers for me&CRS,cause she agrees with me!*
come on zhenyee,buck up!
study,band,life!

zhenyee:D
still a MERRY CHRISTMAS!

2008-12-23T23:16:00.004+08:00

today,went out with trombone section*love

the whole section was present!
we all met up at j8 first and later went over to mich's condo's lobby for our present exchange.
i got yvonne's present:D
after slacking for super long,we decided to go to j8 to take a look in cotton on.
*i find it quite small&too crowded,lol
SALES!

then we headed off to plaza singapura.
when to take a look at phones as elaine wants to change hers
i don't mind if you take the same as me:DD

then we reserved a place at pizza hut:D
and went up to yamaha.
went to find my dad to get my shopping money
*it is to buy new year clothes
my dad is not so young!althou he looks quite

went to daiso as jingwen wants to buy plaster,she says that the plaster there are good.
bought a box, as i have no place to put my small bits of ribbons and stuff
i am going to strive to keep my room as neat as possible!
walked around some more and went down to pizza hut to have our lunch at 2.
*student meal is worth the price

after eating,too digest,we carried off walking and shop
went to the cotton on there as it is bigger than j8's
bought their pumps with nor(: i like the brown
jingwen's size was oos, so she could not buy.
we walked and walked till we were quite tired.
aik sahn was so bored! HOHO! cause we all girls,so shop lo.
then he have to wait for us for very long!

at bout nearing 5 we all went off to the mrt,as some had to leave as they had other things on.
me,nor,xiaodan&jinwen went to mondo to accompany me to buy my new year shoes:DD
it's pretty but quite high...
anyway,thankyou!
*i think it was you guys who presuded me to buy that pair of shoe!
HAHAHAHA

then the seniors left,so me and nor went to talk at macs.
i enjoy talking to her:DDD
and homed(:

tomorrow going out with CRS,and meeting clique for dinner!
KWF IS BACK TOMORROW!
ON CHRISTMAS EVE!

zhenyee:D

2008-12-22T23:05:00.002+08:00

i know this is random but i freaking hate smokers who smoke in lifts or when there are small children around!
SLAP all inconsiderate smokers!
*no offence

GET WELL SOON CHAN MIN GAO!

zhenyee:D
there is still physics homework to be done

2008-12-22T18:59:00.002+08:00

HOHOHO!
good progress award! $150!
mummy is happy!
receieved the letter a couple days ago,forgot bout it till now when i saw the latter again.

MY ROOM IS OFFICIALLY CLEAN&NEAT NOW!
i can finally see my table
i'm pround of myself(:

1st thing to note to self:
KEEP YOU ROOM CLEAN!

been at home for the whole day to finish up everything:D
feeling hungry now,waiting for mum to get back home.

tomorrow gonna go out with trombone section*lovee
Christmas exchange!
we are meeting at 10am! got to wake up early...

2 DAYS TO CHRISTMAS!

zhenyee:D
it's a season to pack my room~~falala~lalala~

2008-12-18T22:23:00.006+08:00

HOHOHO!
back here,recuperated from everything that is stressing me out:D
okay,not really,but feeling better.
and i know what to do now,thanks to guest 1&2.
spent my free time thinking bout lots of things.
past few days, i have been out,mostly with family:D

thurs(18/12):
went out with gabriel,eilene and sis:D
missed them,it is always fun with them.
me being the youngest and gab as the old man!
but seriously,5 years is not really that big!
HAHA
we went all the way to kallang leisure park to bowl.
fun! althou i lost,cause i lost to gabriel's and sis's beginners luck.
*grumbles
we walked round the place and went to this clothes shop where my sis worked at.
the skirts were damn pretty and it is having sales now!
went back to plaza sing to walk and help eilene look for a present.
meet CRS there:D should we get the santa hat? it's cute&jolly
walked and eilene left*ahem ahem
treated gabriel"the nice guy" bubble tea cause i lost to him:X
chitchatted at yoshinoya,we hogged the sit without buying anything>.<
then we three went to meet my mum at cafe cartel for dinner:D
mummy's treat!
super full. gabriel left& sis managed to persuade mum to buy a shorts for the both of us at cotton on.
bought and went home.
used com.
i never imagine that it would become my fault that things became like that.

fri(19/12):
had band practice in the morn,was almost late!
could not wake up in time,rushed down WITHOUT my band file!
felt so dumb! so i had to use tuba's extra copies and original scores
played through with heart&voice, i am beginning to like it. it is not really that bad.
the only thing is cause there is no actually part for stringbass.
then we tried overture to candide at the original tempo.
super fast! i took 2 times to be able to play through,for the first time i could not even play the 1st page cause it was real fast.
band ended late,so i had to immediately rush down to hub to meet my sis and dad.
he wanted to meet us for lunch,and treated us to fish&co.
nice:D watched 'yes man' with him and sis.
i feel that sometimes it is a chore,more then leisure althou i dun find myself not enjoying.
*thinking hard
went home and slept immediately,i felt so worn out by everything then.
how hard i tried to avoid.

sat(20/12):
yesterday stayed at home to pack my super messy room.
* i still have not packed finished
left home for dinner with dad at sushi tei and to buy some presents for cousins.
came home and started packing again.
here comes the disgusting part,
my sis& i have this white cardbored folder where we slot our books in on our study table.
and her's was made into a nest for ants!
*screams
it was damn disgusting! everybook she took out,ants came out running here and there.
and the laid eggs and shit
*ewwwwwwwwwwwwww
we had to spray shieldtox to kill it!
enough of that,packed till quite late and went to have my sleep.

today(21/12):
woke up at 12+,ate tang yuan for breakfast as it is dong zhi today.
i loveee red bean!
ate finish and went to shower and change.
got ready to go out with my sis and mum.
met my 3rd aunt,unlce & cousins.
went down to bugis for high tea.
we had it at this small nonya cafe.
the nonya kuehkuehs and non-spicy laksa was NICE! :D
that was our lunch/dinner. LOL
super full!
came home and started to pack my room again! now it is 3/4 completed, left with my closet:D which is to be done when i clear the bags of rubbish out and when the floor is mopped clear.
then i am done!
sis is going to chalet tmr,so i will be alone at home!
i want to go outoutout!

CHRISTMAS IS ALMOST HERE!

zhenyee:D
feeling more relieved.

2008-12-17T20:17:00.002+08:00

take a look at this people. HAHAHA
my name is ZHENYEE&JENNY

so here it goes,
A } You like to drink .
B } You like people .
C } You are really silly .
D } You like to eat .
E } You like to play with dogs .
F } You are dead sexy .
G } You never let people tell you what to do .
H } You have good personality and good looks .
I } Easy to be with .
J } People adore you .
K } You are wild and crazy .
L } Everyone loves you .
M } Best kisser ever .
N } Best GF/BF anyone can asks for .
O } Easy to fall in love with .
P } You are popular with all types of people .
Q } You are a tomboy .
R } You are loyal to those who love you .
S } Crazy .
T } Awesome kisses .
U } You really like to chill .
V } Awesome in bed . @.@
W } You are very broadminded .
X } You love sports .
Y } Best GF/BF anyone could ask for .
Z } Always ready .

chinese
Z} .Always ready
H} You have good personality and good looks .
E} You like to play with dogs .
N} Best GF/BF anyone can asks for .
Y } Best GF/BF anyone can asks for
E} You like to play with dogs .
E} You like to play with dogs .
english
J}People adore you .
E}You like to play with dogs .
N}Best GF/BF anyone can asks for
N}Best GF/BF anyone can asks for
Y}Best GF/BF anyone can asks for

my name has a repetition of many letters,so it does not make sense at all.
feeling lame!

zhenyee

2008-12-16T23:54:00.003+08:00

okay, i know my blog rotted.
i just don't know what to blog bout.
feeling super confused and worn out.
someone please save me.

do you know how i feel,everything is bout you.
when i am feeling even worst,i'm not entitled to even shed a single drop of tear

i'll just talk bout band camp(:
summary:
band camp was alot to me and joey.
we joined back the full band and played with them throughout the whole thing.
it was super tiring to stand and play the whole time.
was really dying of muscle aches la!
could not sleep very well too..
at least the food was slightly better then before.
on the last day we were given allowance to eat outside! haha
like newyork..i miss newyork!
my finger became a little swollen)):
and the thing is we could side read 10++ pieces!
it might not be good but we really tried.
it was hard..
tried playing and practicing technical books and practices.
tried akiyama,was only able to play the first few):
but i will try hard!
this band camp i had fun:D
thanks to someone who accompanied me throughout the camp:D
and that mr desouza, like to disturb me. always trying to demoralize me!
grrrrrr.

day after band camp,in the morning majority of band memberswent to mr brando's tan grandma wakes to offer our condolence.
bus ride there chatted with and,and found out certain things..felt better
sat for awhile at the wake..chatted with those at the table.
and left for the band room to collect the boxes and off to devin's place.
did the names there and started playing,hehs!
we play more then we work! siping was super funny on dota!
left to eat dinner and supposedly to buy the prizes.
but did not in the end..
and thanks siping,you helped me alot.

i'm sorry for breaking down like that in front of you,but i could no longer control everything thats in my head.

sat woke up late! got my rest:D
and left house with sis to fareast,bought my watch and a dress(:
then went to meet mum,her boss and cousin for dinner.
very full(:
cousin stayed over and helped me wrap my books for next year.
sunday woke up and met trombone section at 11.
jiayan was super late!!
pei jingwen bought somting from body shop and left to celebrate mich's birthday.
it was super cold and the wind was so strong la!
went to nyjc for their concert,not too bad la(:
dewi is so crazy! my crazy partner(:
desouza disturbed me again! grr
had game's com meeting after concert,haha
damn funny(: sorted out last mins preparetions.

if you wanted him to go with you,just call him yourself. asking her to help will only hurt me more.i will walk away myself,even if i do not know the bloody way.

monday was band pinic:DDD
haha. went there early to fill the water ballons.
had fun filling them,got wet!
after that slacked whaile waiting for band mems to arrive

thanks andy and siping for cheering me up

trmombone secion was lost! hehs!
after eating we played games,fun! i hoped they enjoyed it.
the 'alumni' group was very on! haha.
cleared up,changed and went to sit/lie down to rest
talked,and tried not to think so much
i had fun,i guess i did

on the way home was a blur,i was controling every single emotion in me.
i am glad that you all are happy.and got what you wanted

came home was a slight bit feverish,due to the strong wind and water ballons.
took a rest till today afternoon. hehs
went to popular,thanks for accompanying me(:

zhenyee.
i do not even know what i really want.

2008-12-01T23:22:00.002+08:00

i seriously don't know what i am suppose to do now.
how i hope i have never taken that step back then..

okay,someone agreed to go ikea with me(:
good good, i'm on track.

CHRISTMAS IS COMING SO SOON!
presents(:

zhenyee.
i was waiting for you to know how i really felt

2008-11-30T19:49:00.002+08:00

today went out with noraini! missed her loads:DD
we went to expo for the IT fair.
today last day! so it was freaking crowded!
every single step you take,there will be people to you left right front and back! haha
we bought our tumbdrive:D
and yes! i got something i will so love. HAHAHA!
i shall not tell. :DDD

i am down with cough and a minor sorethroat,
BUT! i seem to be still eating heaty foodD:
temptations are cruel.

i seem to
be forgetting something that i wanted to post about...
ah,if i remember i will add in(:

zhenyee.
i feel more relaxed now.

2008-11-29T21:06:00.003+08:00

back to blogging.
not lazy now(:

thurs woke up late: P
had tutoring with stringbass tutor.
then went bugis meet mummy,she went to rebond her hair again
so i had my hair trimmed too,but not much of a diff(:
went to find the working crs(: she so kelian,cant sit down
i like that pencil box! but is quite EX
but i got a new one alrdy,so i doubt i would buy.
i bought a real cute pen:D

friday had full band. joey did not come as she was sick):
so i rotted again from 9-1
the weather was bloody humid! i started sweating having only awhile after standing outside.
so i kept going in to the band room to enjoy the air-conditioner :P
i was so bored outside the band room alone! D: no one make me laugh!
i tried to start on the set pieces,i can play notes,but the speed is fast
which means i cant bow fast enough,hence cant really play! DD:
stayed back awhile to practice.
played through the technical book.
old macdonald had a farm~
and jiayi and crystalbel started disturbing me *.*
so bad of them.
skin have started to tear. is it a good sigh or bad

today is a good and bad day.
but at least i got a little present to cheer me up(:
baabaablack sheep~

today i am glad that i could tell you my feelings on everything.
and i am glad you understand how i feel,and respect my decision.

zhenyee.
it feels great to know i am still able to find

2008-11-26T20:18:00.003+08:00

i'm so sorry for not updating! haha.
its been awhile,have been really lazy

well,i won't start from so long ago,haha.
it's been more then a week.
will start form..hmm..lets see..
saturday?yeah,so i dun have to type alot(:

saturday was amkss showcase to the primary six pupils.
for that showcase i remember staying back on tues to help out to decorate the notice board
it was quite fun actually,to do this things with my seniors and friends(:
colored plenty of drawings:DD with help form my color pencil "sharpener"
and the notice board out side the band room turned out nice,haha
althou it may be a bit girlie or childish.
but it's our hard work!
imagine band members drawing,cutting,paste-ing, coloring like primary sch kids
like what jiayan says "should just ask some primary school kid to do for us"

okay,back to sat....
i went to school just to report my attendance at band room at 8.30am
you see,i am not performing yet as i am not yet ready on the string bass.
for those who don't know i was form trombone section,just transfered to string bass bout 2weeks ago.so thats why i am not ready.
ya,so i did not have to perfrom with them but i still have my duty to do like the sec threes and some other sec twos.
which is to tend our band booth...
but the thing is for sec 3s they have to report only 30mins before their duty.
but for me,cause i am a sec 2 i still have to come at 8.30am!so early!
so sad..and my duty is at 2-3 which is the bloody last slot.
so went there so early to rot there..
i stayed at the new york band booth most of the time.
but occasionally popping by to the other booth to talk.haha. i was very bored.
haha,talked alot of crap and stuff.
and i ended up helping at the booth for almost the whole day, telling parents stuff on the band.
lots of parents asked bout our band schedule, and all of us said only 2 practices per week.
including mr de souza who lied so easily.
lol! thats is a big lie man! you should know why..HAHAHA
the truth is band is not a cca,it is your childs second home is he/she join the band.
casue he/she will be spending more time in the band then anywhere else.
HAHAHA! so guilty

well,stayed all the way till 3+ to pack up and blahblah.
some one skipped duty and went off first: P
i am so sorry that,that had to happen between the three of us.
i'm sorry,but i cant do anything bout it.
you always say that you dont mind,but i feel real bad.

sun stayed at home!hahaha. but still went to ahma house,as usual too
mum promised me(:
happy:D

mon did not have band in the end. haha
i totally forgot la! woke up at 8..then i almost went to get ready for band
lucky i went to see the schedule and remembered i did not have training..and i am gonna meet mg,tzy+his younger sis .dang! blur
so went back to sleep,ahh..such a nice feeling.
woke up again at 12? haha.thought i would be late..lucky they pushed back the time.
we went to j8-.-brings back memories uhh.
met tzy big bro there,the toh family all seems so diff from each other..hah!
went to watch Madagascar 2.funny!
talked abit..then went home.slacked.

yesterday,tues, went to band room at 8.30 to open the band room
cause i had the key..stupid..
well,went home and baked cookie for band mates out of a sudden.
and today brought it for them to try:DD it was nice! glad that they liked it:D
but lots of people not here today cause they are all not in singapore.
noraini was not her today too. it made me feel lonely..
plus he was also not here to make me laugh and to talk to me): so that left me even more lonely.
joey did not come too,as she was still on her way back from bintan.
so i was really lonely.
but xiaodan and elaine came by to "visit". haha!

to round off,i have really been thinking a lot.
i don't know if i should carry on with this mistake or just admit it.
life has not been good to me recently,why......

zhenyee.
it sucks to know that i care

2008-11-13T21:09:00.003+08:00

yesterday went back primary school with mingao&zhiyong.
well,lets say the school really changed alotD:
talked alot with them,complained alot too.
just wanna say thanks to those two who will always listen,even if i always hurt them..
especially mg,i'm sorry and very thankful. and i understand how you feel,
and i will put a stop to my nonsense.
so now the three of us will just remain as we will be,best of friends.
you guys really taught me many things

okay,i know that it may seem weird of me having two guys as my best friends.
but if it was not because of them,i guess i won't be how i am now:D
at night before falling asleep,i guess i finally had the courage to say what i wanna say to someone.
it is what i want.
thankfully he understands.

zhenyee is not well now.
she is also feeling sad and happy.

2008-11-09T00:57:00.001+08:00

i am still hurt when i see them together.
what is wrong with me.i am the one who brought them together,right?
ahh,just shutup hozhenyee

2008-11-08T02:31:00.002+08:00

hmm,i just talked to Gabriel online.
it has been ages since i talked to him,
he brought back many happy moments in australia.
it is so cool! we gotta meet up soon alright?
and celebrate my birthday again..lol..

zhenyee
i may have opened up alot.but it still isn't me.

2008-11-08T00:05:00.003+08:00

well,here again to say that i will miss my trombone section alot.
really alot...especially noraini.
i will miss playing the same instrument as you.
i will miss the fun we had as a section..
i love the trombone section alot..really.
is something i cant deny.
zhenyee.
it hurts to leave

2008-11-07T22:02:00.004+08:00

hello!

i am so happy today!!
but still i am lazy..so stuff bout class chalet shall be pushed back to tomorrows post.

well to start off with!
i got into the class of my choice!!!
3/4!! YAY!
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDD
pure bio class lehh!
biobiobiobiobio!
i hope kenny toh is my teacher!
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

same class as yang!:D got people to share food with!
same as crs too.
and ahyeo

but diff frm loon and kwfDDDDDDDDDDD:
i will really miss them..but you will see me going to their class cause winny and huan they all also go to 3/2&3/1.
so sad.we are all split up into diff classDD:
i will really miss kwf my partner luh..no one make me laugh like a crazy ass in class alrdy.
but why the hell must she be in the same class as me!
i think i would not be able to stand it!
grrrrrrrr. you should know who i am talking about if you know me veryvery well.

andandand!
STRING BASS is here!
started to play it alrdy.
fingers very pain lo..the string is like super thick!
but very fun..now me and joey is like the outcast of bandDD:
cause we cant really play anything yet..it is gonna be tough!
have to persist! and trytrytry!
someone told me that..hehehe
and i need to buy plasters...it is to prevent my fingertips from getting painful blisters.
ouch! please remind me to buy them,if you are reading this.
hehehehe

i miss boyf,cant meet him tmr.
saddddddddddddddddddddddddddddDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD:
why!!!!!!?????? hais..ask him lo...
he promised me de! will come find me..but he cant!
i am feeling so depressed now...

zhenyee.
i hate you do you know it!

2008-11-02T22:51:00.003+08:00

kukup:D

okay,
my nose is like a spoiled water tap now!

having fluDDDDDDDDDDDD:
is is not stopping at all,even thou i ate my medicine.
so mood spoiling.

I AM LOOKING FORWARD TO CLASS CHALET!
and i really want to thanks TREVIS for planning it this year:DD
we shall take turns. hehehe

zhenyee.
i wanna run,escape.

2008-11-02T01:47:00.002+08:00

okay.here to post again.
to start of,i shall say more bout my trip in kukup.
it is one week since i went there.
but it still seems so fresh,maybe cause it was really fun.
the bus ride there i was sure sleepy.
slept throughout with my ear piece plugged on.
but still on the way there we stopped by a small coffee shop to take a bite,i acted my age by drinking milo instead of coffee. HAHAHA!
i was the youngest there besides my two nephew.
chatted with cousins and friend.
it is not fun to disturb me of something i do not know!

reached there and went to makan.
but most of us was not hungry,hence the small appetite.
and most of the food contained chilli! so unfair to me):
after eating,walked over to the house. it was big and airy:DD
felt very relax,and since it was a trip with the adults,they took care of most of the things
so we younger ones just needed to play and have fun.
HAHA!

rested and sang karaoke:D shavia was sure shy to the mike.
sang manymany songs:DD
i like jay chou:D his songs i mean

a while after singing,the adults went to walk around the village.
seeing it was so hot i didnt really feel like stepping out.
but i still did went out to walk with cousins,cause i rather be walking then be in the house with the adults :P
and during the walk there was this dog! i realised i am not afraid of it at all,you know why?
cause dogs dun like cats,i also dun like cats.
cats=scared! grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
lucky kukup no cats.
and it was so hot,i got tanner by abit.
and i almost got heatstroke :X
oh ya! forgot to mention how kukup looked like,
my first impression was,how do they manage to up all the concrete houses so stable.
cause the whole places is practically over mud and the sea.
it is being held by pillars only. and some areas are basically only wood.
althou it may look dirty and old,but the place was very village like.
not like here in singapore,it gives a homey feeling.
i like it..

here is the fun part. when we got back frm the walk.
they taught me how to play bridge.
hahaha! is it addictive.
i may be a newbie at this game,but i still got win a few games!
althou i do rely on my partner most of the time according to what someone says :PP
we played for a relatively long time and switched to different poker games in between.
it was really fun,the feeling is hard to describe when you are together with your family.
is it different from friends. definitely different

they was the bbq,but it is different frm how we bbq in singapore. there the people who rent us the resort house will help us bbq our food. so we just have to finish it.
the chicken wings were yum!
and i learnt a new trick on how to marinate chicken wings:DD
i was not very hungry still,cause during the card games,snacked a little.
after eating,went to bath.
and then we resumed our playing! :DDD
we were multi-tasking.
playing card games while watching tv and singing karaoke.
and their channels there includes channel8! so could catch my evening drama series.

played till midnight and was tired.
female cousin was tired,so she went to sleep. short of one player so decided to just slack.
played with shavia's psp. and i beat his freestlye score in djmax.
HAHAHA,childish. i know:X
slept around 1+2+? not sure. but was really tired.
once i laid now,i was asleep

woke up the next day around 9+-10
wash up ate. and they resumed singing.
was kinda feeling unwell,hence my mood= not very nice.
we went for a walk in kukup's nature reserve.
the place is nice...except for one thing.
the tree top walk! it is worse then singapore's.
althou it is shorter,but directly below s part of the sea..so kinda scary.
and i have a trauma of walkin this kind of bridge,was freaking out.
haha,but still did cross over. i had too.
then after the walk,we went to see the fish farm.
sister was scared of walking on the feeble looking wooden planks.

went back after looking and went to makan.this time i was hungry!
and lucky me! the food mostly no chilli! hahaha
so i could eat to my content.the food was nice!
yumyum!
after eating took the bus back.
well on the half of journey back.
we played bridge on the bus hahaha
really addicted:DD
the other half was feeling nauseous due to the jerky ride caused by the jam!
grrr
but still,we arrived back in singapore:D

it was really a very fun trip.specially due to my two cute nephew,angus&andrey.
augus is the smaller one,and due to someone's influence,
he did a whole lot of cute but lame stuff of instance lifting up this hands and goes "i'm flying,i'm flying"
it sure was cute:DD and the best is that he preferred me to the big monster=shavia
HAHAHAHAHAHA:DDDD

well anyway,i really enjoyed the trip. hope next year can go again!
pictures tomorrow!

zhenyee(:
i liked it when the wind was on my face(:

2008-10-31T23:14:00.004+08:00

it's been ages since i posted. really have been long. hehs(:

since it has been so long. i shall only touch on the week before this and so on.

last mon we post exam activity.
roller blading..gosh,i cant imagine that i still remembered how to skate.
the gears they provided were not nice smelling at all.
went round and round the corridor(:

had band after skating.tired la!

tues had percussion workshop. it was not very interesting.
kinda boring. hehe
thought after school got band. in the end dun have.
so went home to rot and read manga(: my new 'kill time' activity

then went to meet clique for dinner at pepper lunch.
it was meant to be the last dinner before kwf left us to go back to thailand
well,he is now gone until next year.
he would not even be here for class chaletDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD:
i really miss him. my partner. the one who makes me laugh and the one who bully me!

wed school had normal lessons. well some what normal la.
had 'spring cleaning' of classroom and report books came back.
like finally came back.
then had band,went home had dinner and things went bad.
i didnt know how it stared...but it just flowed out.
all of the sadness in me,at that time.
it all came out.

thursday had sports day. our class won some glory:DDD
happy:DD
then went to eat with crs and went bowling with crs,trevis and loon:DDD
of course i was the loser la! loon was very good.
he can bowl man! jealous,hehe:D

fri had no school.
had band from 9am-6pm.
it was quite okay..working with the sec ones.
but of course over rall was tired after a long day like that.

sat passed by quicky..here and there.
hehs!

sun in malaysia!
settled in kukup,a fishing village without any amenities
besides seafood and resort houses on slitted hardy wooden planks.
and all you can do there is bbq,letting off "fireworks",karaoke,play mahjong and card games
the company is the most important!
went with family! it sure was fun.
to be able to go with my relatives of my mum side.
elder guy cousin brought along a friend.
they both were nice guys who taught me how to play bridge! of course my female cousin played a very nice role too(:
yay! at least i learnt a intellectual game on this trip:DDDDD
i was addicted to it.
we play through out the day after coming back frm a HOT walk around the village.
sang many songs too. did not realise i knew quite a number of 'oldies'
hehe!
young nephews were cute!
there are much more details i wanna add.
but looking at the time,i feel like sleeping.
so lets carry on.

mon reach singapore after a jerky ride from malaysia.
got abit of motion sickness..blehD:
was somehow tired..hehs(:
said our goodbyes and parted.

tues had sectionals with the sec ones in the morn and went out with noraini and annpei!
walked around hub and novena(:
i lovee my yellow wallet:DDD

wednesday had full band with sec ones.
then went to arab street and haji lane with yang and crs for a while and left for home(:
bought pendents.pretty:D

thurs and today let it be in tomorrow's post with more pictures alright?
boyf hurrying me to sleep now as to him it is late.
hehs,whats so nice bout hurrying a pig to dreamland?
hehs!

I WANNA WATCH TWILIGHT THE MOVIE!!
i finish all of the books:DDDDDDDDDD
it's nice(: recommanded(:
now starting on yonghan's book.
eee,i'm becoming a book worm.
hehehe!

zhenyee(:
i'm sorry,it just hurts to leave something that you love so much.

2008-10-16T22:29:00.005+08:00

one of the bbq picts.(:

on monday,went out wit crs.
we went to T3&IKEA!
hahaha,i don't know why we went there.
for some blogshop stuff...

unglam picts of me. crs is still pretty thou.(:

tues went back school,i knew what my results were gonna be like.
screwed!
DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD:
i really felt like crying at that moment,it was so helpless
and no one seemed to know or care. oh whatever

wed we had IAP. watched movie.
talked with him to know that people can really be very hurting and selfish to get what they want
laugh,had fun..enough to make we think bout non-results wise.
then had a boring day in class..super nothing to do luh!
assembly was also boring listening to whoever was talking.
streaming sucks..
i'm afraid i cant get into 3/4.
does it mean so much to me?

today,ahahaha!
positions were told.
guess what i dropped tremendouslyD:
class position: (midyear)12 (now)17
dropped by 5! shit!
level position: (midyear)72(: (now)112)):
dropped by 40!! *bangs head**cries*
DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD;
can you ever imagine how i feel now! the world is not always bout you.
so what if you do not care,i do!

why does this always happens to me?!
ME!ME!ME!
when i'm bout to pick myself up.
you have to do this to me.
am i so worthless!?
i may not be the perfect one
nor am i the one with the attention
i may not be the prettier girl
nor am i the one who seems good in everything
but i'm still alive&kicking.
cant you just spare a thought of me!
give me a place in your eye!
i hate you!
now i know why i don't really wish to score well! cause you don't care!

zhenyee
i have been warned many times bout things i really don't wish for it to happen.

2008-10-13T00:00:00.002+08:00

Identifying yourself as rightORleft brain person:

1. Hold your hands together, as if you are praying.
Look at your thumb.
Left thumb beneath the right: left brain
Right thumb beneath the left: right brain

2. Fold your arms in front of you as if you are angry.
Look at your arms.
Right arm above your left: left brain
Left arm above your right: right brain

below is the interpretation of my personality:
Right-Left:Considerate, traditional, indirect type. Can instinctively read other's emotion and respond friendly by natures. Although not very into taking initiatives in moving forward, this person will always take a step back in supporting others. Stable personality and considerate, gives others a 'being protected' feeling. But their weakness is they cannot say no. Regardless how unwilling they are, they will still take care of others.

ohh..so thats me???hahaha

i am lazy to post people...just know that i am abit rotted..
HAHAHAHA!

i love my boyfriend.

well,fri went shopping with my mum!
can you imagine my mum shopping with me?!
that actually means my expenses are paid totally!
triple cheers!*yay*
but i only bought one pretty dress,:DDD
which is already quite ex! formal dress ma..boyfriend says it is nice:DDD
well in total,my mum spent like over $250++
not like her at all!

sat i slept in,did abit of house work..
guai right..i was forced to=.=
played com,boyf came.
talked&left..
went with my 3rd aunt for dinner at aston:D in the evening
FAT!(already is)
and after talking to my JC cousin!,
i think i need to re-consider my choice for humanities sub.
grrrrrrr.is history a bad choice?(clueless)

today wanted to sleep in but could not! grrrDDDDDDDDDD:
ate changed my bedsheet.(believe it or not,i did!)
slacked a bit in front of the tele and went to 3rd aunt's house to play mahjong!
i lost to my own mum! DDDD:
i'm a 'beginner'
but still fun la!
evening,i wanted to go play pool so badly with clique...
but could not!not allowed..DDDDDD:
have to go to grandma's house..
saddened!
DDDDDD:

and now it's time for me to sleep.
meeting crs tomorrw:D

zhenyee
he's badly hurt,i'm badly hurt

2008-10-09T23:39:00.002+08:00

ohmygod.
i am super tired now.
but i shall post cause tomorrow i will also be out.
but till then,no pics will be posted..i am dead tired.
yawns!

today: had bbq! with friends.
ahloon,trevis,clarissa,khwanfa,yang
winny,qihuan,ahyao,rochelle
yeojunjie,yongguang.

yangyue was damn gay please.

well,went to buy food in the afternoon.
didnt buy much though..just nice(:
then went kwf house(condo leh)
it rained abit..and stopped!
lucky ahh! hahaha

washed the chicken wings blahblah and set up for the bbq!
our fire was a success!! yay! very fast got to cook and eat le!
at first cause never marinate the chicken then very bland.
so kwf brought teriyaki sauce and salt down for me to marinate the chickens..then become very tasty!

then the girls started to call me zhenyee mama!(lol)
cause i was the one who wash and cook the food for them.
three claps for me!!

then,half way when they go play that time..the fire almost died!
but we got girl power! me,huan & yao started the fire again!
so pro right?!

yesterday: was the last day for exams!
now feel damn relax la. but i have a feeling that my results are screwed la.
well, yester day maths paper one.
i thing i did better then for this paper as compared to paper two.
easier ba.
pray hard i dont fail.
after maths paper got to do self reflection. i wrote 6 pages long of reflection!
ohmygod right..hahaha..not like me.
but i guess this year really got alot of things happen ba..
then after school,crs came my house to use com.
then evening met the guys and went chompchomp to makan!
guess who i saw at chompchomp: chanmingao!
lol!was very full,althou we did not eat our stingray..so sad.
then after eating..came back my house to change and went play pool at safra(toapayoh)
kwf and loon sent me home.
thanks.

tuesday&mon
exams.
srewed hist! like shit lo the paper.
chinese..okay la..not too bad(:
maths paper two!
like shit la!
i feel so freaking disappointed with myself
science okay la!
BIOBIOBIOBIO!

hahaha.i am so tired now..
baby talking to me on msn!
i want to see what he got me.hehehe(:
he say i must sleep now..if not he angry..
fine..so bye

zhenyee.
i feel so used..and soft hearted. i'm dumb

2008-10-05T16:29:00.003+08:00

i'm here when i'm suppose to study for my hist paper tomorrow.
sweeeeet.

yesterday stayed at home to study hist!
but it did not seem to help at all.
how!?
die le lo..paper tomorrow,and i'm still clueless.
pray my brain does not blank out tomorrow when i see the essay questions.
at least let me write something.
DDDDDDDDDD:

chinese. what esle can i say.
i should be ready.
but i actually fell asleep last night at 9+ while doing my chinese revision.
grrr.
which means today i woke up early to finish up where i left.
and i read through hist again..(:
a little more information absorbed(:
but i guess still not enough.
hais

just ended maths tuition..pray i can do the paper on tues&wed.
and no careless mistakes!! oh god!
science i'm about there..can pass ba!
i dislike physics. i can't do physics!
but i love bio!
biobiobiobio!

i'm heading off to grandma house soon.
which means i cant study much.
i guess thats just my fate.

i'm waiting for post exams activities!!
yay! double bass,here i come!
SYF sounds super scary.

zhenyee.
life still goes on.

2008-10-03T22:49:00.003+08:00

wed was hari raya. so did not have to go school.
studied history&science. well,at least i tried for history.

thurs went school,it was practically useless to go luh.
CRS good,don't have to go...jealous man.
her dad so understanding one..):

went school,revise,talk,revise,sleep,sleep,talk,laugh,play,sleep.
so lame right..i know.
cause that was what i practically did with yang.
loon and trevis made me laugh like don't know what.
school end walked with kwf to library to meet crs,got table finally!
but in the end only did maths.
no mood study!
went home with trevis.

*i don't care bout what others say bout me. so what if that how you think of me. wait till you know how i think of you.it is so rude of you, i guess you just was never taught. HAHA!*

today was english paper two and literature.
both like shit like that!
i think i can just go and bang my head on the wall.

english,compre i anyhow ans...especially for vocab!
i only know like 1/5 of the ans la! the rest anyhow put.
then the summary like over shot by don't know by how many words..didn't bother to count.
the passage is like so long..they ask as summarize.then become like short of so many points..i scared i chose wrong points! how! i don't want fail english! i cannot fail english!

literature.i did not even study for lit..been like advoiding it.
in the end really like shit when i do the paper.
i see others write long long..i can only write that few points that should be right and the remaining 20 over sentences are crap.
then for the set poem..i never read question properly! how stupid can i get! there goes my 8 marks out of 50.
you tell me how to pass! i am so dead!
*bang*

after paper,went donut factory study,i never study,i have no mood.
hais,gonna mug on sat and sun!
i promise myself i must score in chinese! history i really don't feel like touching.
but i guess i have to. why is my life so sad...):
or maybe a lot of you are feeling these way.
but in any case,if i can sit for my geog. i can sit for my hist too,roght?
i guess so.
jiayou zhenyee! you will do well in EOY!

kinda late for saying that already...

i just keep walking my way..
zhenyee

2008-10-01T20:42:00.003+08:00

ms poon's wedding. :DDDD
oops! now she is MRSWONG!
she damn pretty on that day lo!
and her churh is in the midst of privates estates la!
then must walk in..so hot man!
sweat like don't know what. somemore all of us wear jeans lo. hahaha
her bridemaids are all teachers!

and i wanna say sorry to my mummy.
sorry mum!

zhenyee

2008-10-01T00:08:00.006+08:00

i'm affected by what's happening around.
every single detail.
from a twitch of your eyes to a giggle from your mouths.
it sways my mood like the wind
and it's definately not PMS cause i dont feel angry instead happy to see everything that was once unclear to be clearer for once

after being with you guys i started to notice the kindness in each of you.
you guys are special. but maybe it is a tad bit to late for me to really start to cherish. but without you all being around me,i would have felt lonely.
i dont have to be the "popular" one,
i dont have to be known,
i dont have to be the one making decisions.
as long as i'm the one having fun with you guys.
thankyou for all the joys.
clarissa,yangyue,loonshin,trevis&khwanfa
you guys are the best,and i mean it.
you give me a strengh to continue stepping into our classroom

clarissa:you bitch! hahaha. thanks for being me as my goodgood friend for this year. i may not be the best listener or aviser,but thanks for all of the gossip gossip and long stories. And the times where we go out and shop,"choing ah!!".haha i enjoyed all the times,i do. i may not talk to you alot of my own personal life,but you still make a bigbig impact on my life now. i'm sure of that. <3 but next time laugh don't talk! cannot hear!!!! hurhurhur:D DDDDDD

yangyue: sometimes you super lag sey! but very cute. i guess i known you the longest le. thanks for having long long chats with me. haha. i know i talk non stop. and sharing food in class with you in class have already became a habit:DDDDD
although i might not be the cloest to you,but you are still important!:DDDD

loonshin: the lamest and one of the blur one amoung us.
okay sometimes i can also be very lame but thanks for all the funny times where you make US laugh till our stomach pain.
you add alot of joy and happiness in to me. and i enjoy every single moment of the laughing that happen because of you! so don't think we don't treat you as clse friends! anyway to add on to the internal joke, you got mended punctured uterus!! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

trevis: you dont always so stress la! make me stress you know! haha. you are a very sweet friend who can be some what lame,funny&"irritating". your presence in the this group really makes a differences cause you are always the one worrying. but when it comes to playing you also can play until crazy! :DDDDDDDDDD

kwf: you are my partner for the whole year. although always fight with you,alway bully you, always kana bullied by you. i still have fun and enjoy myself sitting next to you. thanks for lending me your broad shoulders to me when i am tired in class. it really makes a diff to me.and for comforting me when i am sad,for just telling me "dont cry luh!" makes a diff too. and most importantly thank for lending me $ when i desperately need it. hehehe:DDDDDDDDDDDDD

all of your love and concern for me have really been appreciated.
don't ask me why i write this all of a sudden. i just want you guess to know during my most stressful period(examinations) you guys have really helped my through, without even knowing. thus i just thought that you should know how important you all are too me:DDDDDDDDDD

thankyou

zhenyee.