into love,
when i met you


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today had band. indviduals in the morn,went late due to the stupid rain.
went to eat at macs. mocha(:
it kept me awake,miraculously.
a thailand conductor came and held a master class with the band today.
bad news):

( random)

do i miss my fringe?

i'm depressed!i'm depressed!
i'm depressed!i'm depressed!
i'm depressed!i'm depressed!
i'm depressed!i'm depressed!
i'm depressed!i'm depressed!

someone save me!
DDDDD:

my instrument is spoiled):


i have tons of unfinished work
and i have veryevryvery little time
i have a band camp coming up,which means even less time.
and i have two tuitions on sunday which takes up more time from my week to do work
and i have to go my grandma house on sunday night=NO TIME!
i cant meet up with my friends
i have loads to tell amanda & crs
i am getting very irritated by a number of people.
I WANT MY LIFE TO GET ON TRACK

facebook is also not making my mood better,trying if blogging works.

i'm suppose to have lots of things to blog bout,for example family day.
but i don't feel like blogging bout it.
but in total it's fun(:
i lost like 10 balloons!
thanks for the kinder joy and happy meal(:

SANDCASTLES!
i want to built more sandcastles!




i hate it when he's like that.D:
makes me feel like crying):

i should be sleeping now,have band in the morning tmr):
it sucks to know that i have a routine to follow.
but it's for syf,something that i want.
a goal?

bye for now,yeah,for now
that's if i dun collapse and die of depression):

zhenyee,acelynn
i wanna shut my mind off like a machine