zhenyee's BC

into love,
when i met you

20081126

i'm so sorry for not updating! haha.
its been awhile,have been really lazy

well,i won't start from so long ago,haha.
it's been more then a week.
will start form..hmm..lets see..
saturday?yeah,so i dun have to type alot(:

saturday was amkss showcase to the primary six pupils.
for that showcase i remember staying back on tues to help out to decorate the notice board
it was quite fun actually,to do this things with my seniors and friends(:
colored plenty of drawings:DD with help form my color pencil "sharpener"
and the notice board out side the band room turned out nice,haha
althou it may be a bit girlie or childish.
but it's our hard work!
imagine band members drawing,cutting,paste-ing, coloring like primary sch kids
like what jiayan says "should just ask some primary school kid to do for us"

okay,back to sat....
i went to school just to report my attendance at band room at 8.30am
you see,i am not performing yet as i am not yet ready on the string bass.
for those who don't know i was form trombone section,just transfered to string bass bout 2weeks ago.so thats why i am not ready.
ya,so i did not have to perfrom with them but i still have my duty to do like the sec threes and some other sec twos.
which is to tend our band booth...
but the thing is for sec 3s they have to report only 30mins before their duty.
but for me,cause i am a sec 2 i still have to come at 8.30am!so early!
so sad..and my duty is at 2-3 which is the bloody last slot.
so went there so early to rot there..
i stayed at the new york band booth most of the time.
but occasionally popping by to the other booth to talk.haha. i was very bored.
haha,talked alot of crap and stuff.
and i ended up helping at the booth for almost the whole day, telling parents stuff on the band.
lots of parents asked bout our band schedule, and all of us said only 2 practices per week.
including mr de souza who lied so easily.
lol! thats is a big lie man! you should know why..HAHAHA
the truth is band is not a cca,it is your childs second home is he/she join the band.
casue he/she will be spending more time in the band then anywhere else.
HAHAHA! so guilty

well,stayed all the way till 3+ to pack up and blahblah.
some one skipped duty and went off first: P
i am so sorry that,that had to happen between the three of us.
i'm sorry,but i cant do anything bout it.
you always say that you dont mind,but i feel real bad.

sun stayed at home!hahaha. but still went to ahma house,as usual too
mum promised me(:
happy:D

mon did not have band in the end. haha
i totally forgot la! woke up at 8..then i almost went to get ready for band
lucky i went to see the schedule and remembered i did not have training..and i am gonna meet mg,tzy+his younger sis .dang! blur
so went back to sleep,ahh..such a nice feeling.
woke up again at 12? haha.thought i would be late..lucky they pushed back the time.
we went to j8-.-brings back memories uhh.
met tzy big bro there,the toh family all seems so diff from each other..hah!
went to watch Madagascar 2.funny!
talked abit..then went home.slacked.

yesterday,tues, went to band room at 8.30 to open the band room
cause i had the key..stupid..
well,went home and baked cookie for band mates out of a sudden.
and today brought it for them to try:DD it was nice! glad that they liked it:D
but lots of people not here today cause they are all not in singapore.
noraini was not her today too. it made me feel lonely..
plus he was also not here to make me laugh and to talk to me): so that left me even more lonely.
joey did not come too,as she was still on her way back from bintan.
so i was really lonely.
but xiaodan and elaine came by to "visit". haha!

to round off,i have really been thinking a lot.
i don't know if i should carry on with this mistake or just admit it.
life has not been good to me recently,why......

zhenyee.
it sucks to know that i care