zhenyee's BC

into love,
when i met you

20080609

I AM NOT HAPPY!

i dnno why everyone wants to get an ans out of me.
why must you think that i can be that someone to lead.
i tell you i cannot.
i dun have the passion anymore nor the skills.
and i tell you i hate it.
i really regret sometimes.
i noe that it may not be your fault that i lose all the passion in me.
i tell you it's them.
because of the attitude and coloured eyes.
that make me wanna puke!
gahhh.
hatehatehate!HATERD!
and i should add,i m not the only one who can do it..look around there are others.
you noe i'm not good enough,then why bother asking me.
i used to think i could and i wanted that role. that was why i put in alot when i was sec 1
but i was all gone..
the rubber band broke.
i feel sad angry and dissapointed wit myself too.but what can i do.
when something is gone it's gone.

i dunno.
but i find that my new phone.is another bad decision..
hais.
you may not have to get the same phone...
i guess you wun like it after all.

zhenyee.
broken.all is gone. but i still have to carry on like this.
it's killing me.