well,
finally blogging again.
finally gotten the time.

was mugging hard for the past two days.
did science(:
did maths(:
did geog(:
did hist(:

okay hist and science not very complete la.
):
i m getting super irritated by sci man.
it's like no matter how much i stuff into my dumb brain.
it cant stay there..
especially physics chapters.
light,colour and electricity.
gahh!

had i little mental break down on sat..
i'm sorry boyfriend for scaring you..
it just came pouring out..what i kept inside
but to be honest i had a thought of hurting myself again.
it jus stress..

i m so stressed up.
i duno why..
i am not the incredible studious type..
neither am i the one who cares for marks.
but i m jus stress up!

hais.
realized this is the only time where i am really studying hard.
retarded right..
and i seriously don't feel well..
physically&mentally.
DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD:

and worst is i have not havent started on dnt!
don't even feel like touching it.
rawr:@

wished i have never started to mug as hard.
life didnt seem so hard when i had no expectations.

zhenyee.
promise me you won't change