today had drills.

i hate it.i hate it.i hate it.
it totally sucks to the core.
super tiring.

totally ruins my mood.
don't even feel like talking to anybody.
stupid idiots.
like we want to badly.

it's not that we don't respect you.
i bet you hated it when it was your year.
and in the 1st bloody place..i totally lost interest in band le.
plus this. band totally suck

i don't know why i resent it so much.
maybe you may think i am useless..
but i don't care,i will still try my best and try to get back the feelings i had for band once.
anyway th passion was killed by you guys anyway.
no offence thou.

hais.
i'm so died now..
i hate myslf and feel like jus stabbing myself in the troat.
stupid.


zhenyee.
i m lost in my own mist.