sorrry alvin.
it's not that i don't want to talk to you.
i just don't know what to say to you.
so ple stop calling me.
if you see this..........
sorry.
i noe you called me throughout the night but i really don't wish to talk
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& sometimes i really don't understand you.
it's not that i want to be jealous.
i cant stay fine after knowingcare so much bout her.
i'm sensitive i know but you made me feel worst when you told me she may come to our school and you will talk to her alot.
i feel jealous.i cant help it.
i'm not blaming you either.

i know you are upset.
i'm affected too when you are upset.
but i just dont know what to say.
all i want to do is to give you a hug&tell you it's fine.
thats all i can say,cause i noe it will take a while to be fine.
cause i went through it too.
jus don't bottle up everything to yourself.

sorry if i don't have mood.
cause it was ruined not by you but myself.
cause i jus don't like the ringing for my phone

zhenyee