i m so so sorry.
i noe i haven't been a good girlfriend.
hurting you once and again with my willfulness
you gave me so much love and care within this short months.
even thou we only just started but it felt so long.
i noe you feel hurt everytime i throw my tanturm at you.
i m really sorry.

i really feel very useless
you sacrifice so much for me.
but yet i return you wit my childishness.
i really hate myself for it.
today made me really realise how fragile your heart is too.
please forgive my ignorance of your feeling.
please let me give to you what you have gave me in this 3 mthns.

i know you forgave me and continued loving me.
but i still feel that i need to write this.
i love you chinleong.
_____

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CLARISSA!

well,today was quite okay.
except the home-ing part.
where i let boyfriend down again.
hais.

lit test got 9/15.
sad rite.hais

well,overall
i enjoyed my day.
and i realised i actually absorbed some of the teachings of my teacher.
felt guilty no going to drama class.

well,tomorrow got napfa.
rawrr:@

zhenyee(:
i love you alot.and can't afford to lose you.