today's not a good day at all.
althou morning was okay..
but after quarelling with with after recess again..
was freaking bad.

eyes was hurting frm tears.
suddenly had a cold.(still having it)
headache.pain
+bad mood.
was toally not pleased.

i guess lose abit of temper on yeevon n the rest.

nw feeling freaking worried.
baby's in danger.
kinda..
i dunno wad really happen n wad is gonna happen.
but i noe it's not good.
cause he haven contact me!

someone pls tell me things will be fine.
really wish to see him now.
to noe that he is okay.
to noe tat nothing happened to him..
omg.

T.T
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tmr must go band to prac..
have to help percussion in one of the band piece.
my tempo suck cans.
why still chose me.
+i today no mood..
how to play.........................................



lots of ppl tot i cried in band.
it's jus the flu + the sore ness in my eye
yea..i did cry abit..
but so..........
no freaking big deal..
but thnx for the concerns[:



well..i freaking dun care if there is two test tmr..
cause i will jus freaking flung it anw.
so why bother.

leaving to newyork in 9 days.
i dun really wish to leave.
feel so unprepared.

n i will miss him like mad.
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hais.
i dunno wad to do now.
totally lost.
n my nose is like tap..
guess i will jus have to comfort myself with my pillow...
having fever now
zhenyee
it's hurting real bad.