today can say is good
&bad

well had lots of fun with yeevon,xinwei& of course baby.

watched jumper.
quite okay la.
not bad.
but ending quite huh?

well crapped
laughed
& played!

lessons were not tat bad either la.
chinese test.totally forget.
like shit!

rest of the lessons,trying to figure out rubrics cube
&talking to yeevon as normal.
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well..creid for you 3 times today.
u shuang lo.
one before i left home.1 in sch & 1 after sch.
didnt mean to not reply ur sms

all you had to say was bye..
wad do you expect me to say to you after wad i learnt frm others bout you.
i noe it's not true
but it still hurts alot!
i cant jus laugh it over n say it's okay.
& i didnt wan to laugh wit xw either..
wad makes you think i wan to face you with my mood like tht
i cant possibly avoid his ques like a real kukuidiot rite.
i noe it's my fault too.
so i dun blame you.
i didnt bother to ask bout your past
so i nv blamed you for not telling me.
it jus is shocking okay..
i really felt like shit sitting there.
watching you throw your anger..
watching you feel sad!

i wanted to talk to you 2.
but wad u wan me to say..
you nv bothered to open your mouth to say anything either.

i really wanted to treat it like normal.
really hated it when you felt angry
i dun feel good bout it either!

i jus didnt noe wad to say..
i heard bout u frm other ppl bout ur past.
i chose to believe you,
tats why i nv ask.

anws.
sorry.
really sorry.

sorry for quarelling wit you so often this few days.

i noe you ngry.
but u wan me to do..
comfort you when i myself was on the brink of tears
i tell you i cannot.
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zhenyee.
i really want to noe your past.even if it's bad.