sms boom liao.
cant sms.

back...
been busy with studies 4 the past few days.
been busy digging out time to spend with him
been busy trying to relax form band
been busy with band!

hais.
busy.busy.busy.BUSY


well,i noe i cant spend alot of time with you
cause band is taking up really alot of time
i noe you dun mind but still sorry.

& ILOVEYOUBABY!
(was told to write this.by you!)

u are lucky that mdm yau helped you wor.
jus dun get into trouble le.
i noe not your fault.
hahas.
jus find it very funny.
that fat guy tio hit by you.
so sad lo.

well,this few days cant seem to keep my thoughts focus one 1 think.
kept regretting alot of stuff.
helped ppl.
creid with ppl
laughed with ppl

but jus did not really do anything for myself.
i guess it's time for me to really enjoy myself
feeling freaking stressed out by band.

it's not tat i dun want to prac.
not tht i want to slack.
i jus dun noe wad to do..
i m caught in the middle.
i dun wan to lose both..
i really want to play better.
i noe i deproved.
i noe i m getting less interest..
but it's not all my fault..
none of you gave me encouragement or even a simple advise..
all u do is ask me to practise practise practise.
but how?!
play technicals..play pieces..
i still cant..
you noe why..
cause i cant!

i m trying..
every time i dun succeed its my fault 4 not practicing.
when i can play its not only my credit.

every day theres band..
mon to fri.
now even sat!
i really feel like banging my head on the wall.
it's not tat the sec two's aren't trying..
it's not tat we dun wan to play well..
we may look close but we r not..
sections are jus names for ppl playing the same instrument.


hais.enough of my grumbles on band le.
_____

at least in school.life is not bad la..
at least i can finish work n pass test..
[:


thnx yeevon and baby for the encouragement & support.
dun wish to disappoint you guys.

& yeevon..
things will be fine der
stay happy n dun woory bout wad will happen.
he will be fine der
_____

well,lots of tiny interesting things happened.
but it will take freakin long to say every thing.
jus it makes my day
&baby. i wanna say thanks for everything you have done for me.
only thing left to say.
ms wong CMI.




zhenyee
love you 4 who you are.